Authors, Bengali -- 20th century -- Biography; Tagore, Rabindranath, 1861-1941
During the Rains there are only dark clouds and showers. And in the
Autumn there is the play of light and shade in the sky, but that is not
all-absorbing; for there is also the promise of corn in the fields. So
in my poetical career, when the rainy season was in the ascendant there
were only my vaporous fancies which stormed and showered; my utterance
was misty, my verses were wild. And with the _Sharps and Flats_ of my
Autumn, not only was there the play of cloud-effects in the sky, but out
of the ground crops were to be seen rising. Then, in the commerce with
the world of reality, both language and metre attempted definiteness and
variety of form.
Thus ends another Book. The days of coming together of inside and
outside, kin and stranger, are closing in upon my life. My life's
journey has now to be completed through the dwelling places of men. And
the good and evil, joy and sorrow, which it thus encountered, are not to
be lightly viewed as pictures. What makings and breakings, victories and
defeats, clashings and minglings, are here going on!
I have not the power to disclose and display the supreme art with which
the Guide of my life is joyfully leading me through all its obstacles,
antagonisms and crookednesses towards the fulfilment of its innermost
meaning. And if I cannot make clear all the mystery of this design,
whatever else I may try to show is sure to prove misleading at every
step. To analyse the image is only to get at its dust, not at the joy of
the artist.
So having escorted them to the door of the inner sanctuary I take leave
of my readers.
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FOOTNOTES:
[1] A jingling sentence in the Bengali Child's Primer.
[2] Exercises in two-syllables.
[3] Roofed colonnade or balcony. The writer's family house is an
irregular three-storied mass of buildings, which had grown with the
joint family it sheltered, built round several courtyards or
quadrangles, with long colonnades along the outer faces, and narrower
galleries running round each quadrangle, giving access to the single
rows of rooms.
[4] The men's portion of the house is the outer; and the women's the
inner.
[5] These Bustees or settlements consisting of tumbledown hovels,
existing side by side with palatial buildings, are still one of the
anomalies of Calcutta. _Tr._
[6] Corresponding to "Wonderland."
[7] There are innumerable renderings of the Ramayana in the Indian
languages.
[8] A kind of crisp unsweetened pancake taken like bread along with the
other courses.
[9] Food while being eaten, and utensils or anything else touched by the
hand engaged in conveying food to the mouth, are considered ceremonially
unclean.
[10] The writer is the youngest of seven brothers. The sixth brother is
here meant.
[11] Obsolete word meaning bee.
[12] The lane, a blind one, leads, at right angles to the front
verandah, from the public main road to the grounds round the house.
[13] God of Death.
[14] Goddess of Learning.
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