Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real life — John Shaqi
Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real lifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
Gaines, Myra Clark, 1805-1885 -- Fiction
Another day was to be passed in that agony of impatience which none but
those of a highly imaginative nature can ever dream of—a weary night had
been spent, the morning had come—surely, surely that day _must_ bring a
letter from the absent one.
The air of her chamber—that chamber where her child had slept in her
bosom, where _he_ had been so often—she would not wait there; all the
associations were so vivid, they goaded her on to keener impatience. She
could not draw a deep breath in that room, thinking of _him_ and _it_.
So, as I have said, Zulima stole forth and wandered away where all was
wild as her own feelings, and a thousand times more tranquil. Ross had
promised her to return very early from the city that day, when he
hoped—the villain could not look into her eyes as he said it—when he
hoped to bring a letter that would make his sweet guest smile again.
Zulima knew a place near the highway which led to the city, and yet
sheltered from any traveler that might pass, by the broken banks of a
rivulet. Thick trees fell over it, and in some places the water was
completely embowered by their branches. She could hear the tread of a
horse from the spot, should one pass up from the city; and so, with a
cheek that kindled and a heart that leaped to each sound, the young
creature sat down to wait. To wait! oh, how hard a task for her untamed
spirit, her eager wishes! Never till her marriage with Mr. Clark had
Zulima’s vivid nature been fully aroused; never before had she been
capable of the exquisite joy, the intense suffering that marked every
stage of her attachment to that lofty and singular man. As she sat then
by the lonely brook, the young creature gave herself up to a reverie
that embraced all her life, for life with her seemed to have commenced
only since she had met him. She drew forth his letters and read them
again and again; tears blinded her sometimes, but she swept them away
with her fingers, and read on, kissing here and there a line that spoke
most eloquently to her heart. She came to the last letter; that was more
ardent in its language, and warmer in its expression of love, than any
of the others had been. Why was this the last? What had happened to
check a pen so eloquent, to chill a heart so warm? Was he dead? This was
Zulima’s thought; she never doubted his faith or distrusted his honor
for a single moment. When the serpent jealousy reaches a heart like
hers, it comes with a fling, striking his fang suddenly and at once.
Zulima was not jealous, but that fierce pain lay coiled close by her
heart, ready to make a leap that should envenom her whole being. More
than once Zulima had started from her seat at some slight sound, which
proved to be only a bird rising from the overhanging bank, or a rabbit
leaping across the thick sward, and thus, between hope and despondency,
dreams and thoughts of the stern real, the time crept by till noon. A
wooden bridge scarcely lifted above the water, spanned the brook only a
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