Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real lifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
Gaines, Myra Clark, 1805-1885 -- Fiction
Scarcely heeding the ruin around her, Zulima walked on toward the city;
her delicate slippers were speedily saturated with wet, and at another
time that tenderly-nurtured frame must have yielded to the discomfort
and fatigue of her unusual exertion. But she had an object to attain—an
object which depended wholly upon herself; and when a woman’s heart and
soul is in an effort, when was her strength known to give way? The old
cathedral clock was striking six when Zulima entered New Orleans; a few
negroes were abroad, going to or from the markets, and around the
wharves arose a confused sound as of a hive of bees preparing to swarm.
At another time Zulima might have been startled at finding herself the
only white female abroad in a great city, but now she only drew the
folds of black lace more closely over her bonnet and walked on. With her
own hands she mailed the letter which conveyed, as it were, her soul to
the husband who seemed to have forgotten her. A sigh broke up from her
heart as the folded paper slid from her hand into the yawning mail-bag,
and then, with a feeling of relief born of her own exertions, she turned
away.
“I have trusted no one; he will get my letter now,” she murmured over
and over again during her rapid walk home, and with that vivid reaction
so common to imaginative natures, she became almost happy in the sweet
hopes that this reflection aroused to life again. Oh, it is so difficult
for the young to feel absolute despair or absolute resignation; both are
the fruit of good or evil old age.
Unmolested, as she had left it, Zulima stole back to her chamber. Weary,
and yet with a heart more free than it had been for weeks, she flung off
her damp garments, and lying down, slept sweetly for an hour. Zulima
dreamed that she was sitting with her husband beneath the great
magnolia-tree; her babe lay upon the turf laughing gleefully, and, with
its little hands in the air, grasping after the summer insects as they
flashed overhead. All at once a whirlwind rushed out, as it were, from
the depths of the sky, overwhelming her with its violence. She strove to
reach her child, but fell upon her face to the earth, shrieking wildly
to her husband to save her and it. Then fell upon her one of those dark,
fantastic clouds that make our dreams so fragmentary. She felt the
magnolia upheave under her, and scatter down the fresh earth from its
roots till she was half buried. Husband and child both were gone,
leaving her prostrate and almost dead, to battle her way through the
storm alone—alone! Zulima awoke with these words upon her lips.
It was but a dream. Louisa had entered the chamber and was examining the
wet garments that her mistress had flung off, muttering suspiciously to
herself as she saw the soiled slippers and other evidences of an early
walk.
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