Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real lifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
Gaines, Myra Clark, 1805-1885 -- Fiction
“To wound me?” repeated Zulima, recovering from the sort of dream into
which his voice had cast her, and drawing her hand away. “Oh, everybody
says things to wound me, I think!”
“But I never have.”
“No, I believe not,” replied Zulima, listlessly; “I believe not.”
“And never will,” urged the young man, regarding her with a look of deep
tenderness.
“I don’t know,” was the faint reply, and Zulima’s face fell back on her
folded arms again.
The young man arose and began to pace up and down the room; many a
change passed over his features meanwhile, and he cast his eye from time
to time upon the motionless figure of Zulima, with an expression that
revealed all the hidden love, the wild devotion with which he regarded
her. He sat down again and took her passive hand. She did not attempt to
withdraw it. She did not even seem to know that it was in his.
“Do you know how I love you—how, with my whole life and strength, I
worship you, Zulima?” he said. “There is nothing on earth that I would
not do, could it give you a moment’s happiness.”
Zulima slowly unfolded her arms, and lifting her head, looked earnestly
in his face with her eyes. She did not seem to understand him.
“Oh, you must have seen how I love you,” he said passionately.
Zulima smiled—oh, what a mocking smile! how full of wild anguish it was!
“Another!” she said; “so now another loves me.”
“No human being ever loved as I love you, Zulima,” said the young man,
in that pure, sweet voice, which had so affected her before.
“That is a marvel,” said Zulima, with a bitter smile. “Others have loved
me so well. You do not know how others have loved me.”
“I do not wish to know any thing except how I can make you happier than
you are, Zulima.”
“If you wish to make me happy, do not even mention love to me again. The
very word makes me faint,” said Zulima. “I am ill—I suffer. Do not, I
pray you, talk this way to me. I can not bear it.”
“I will say nothing that can distress you,” replied the young man
gently, but with a look of grief.
Zulima reached forth her hand. It was cold and trembling. “Farewell!”
she said, very kindly; “I shall go away to-morrow. Farewell!”
He would not release her hand.
“You are not going far—you will return in a few days? Promise me that
you are not saying farewell forever.”
“I do not know—the Father in heaven only knows what will become of me;
but you have been kind to me—very. You have respected my unprotected
lot. You did not know how wrong it was to love me. I can not blame you.
When I say farewell thus, I much fear that it is to the only true friend
that I have in the world. You could not wish me to feel more regret than
I do. Is it not casting away all the unselfish kindness—all the real
friendship that I have known for a long, long time?”
“But this love—this idolatry, rather?” persisted the young man; “must it
be forever hopeless? Shall I never see you again?”
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