Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real lifeStephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
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Myra : $b the child of adoption : A romance of real life
Stephens, Ann S. (Ann Sophia)
Gaines, Myra Clark, 1805-1885 -- Fiction
“No, no! I did not love him—I was a child—I knew not what love was!”
broke in passionate murmurs from the pillow where Zulima’s face was
buried. “Do not say I loved that man!”
“My poor wife! I know that you did not love him. I know quite as well
that you do love me. Look up, sweet child! I would give worlds that I
could speak of all this without distressing you thus. Bear with me only
a minute longer. My only wish is to reconcile you, if possible, to the
inevitable.”
“I will listen,” replied the tortured young mother.
“I know, Zulima, that you were deceived by this bad man—that he wedded
you while his wife was living, and that you fled from his home the
moment this truth was made known. Of all this I was thoroughly convinced
before you became my wife; but until this man is convicted in open court
and before the whole world, how can I convince society of that which to
me is a sacred truth? how, before the fact of his previous marriage is
thus publicly substantiated, can I proclaim the union which has made me
more than happy? Zulima, I am a proud man—sensitive to public
opinion—careful of my standing in the world. Were a breath of suspicion
to rest upon the fame of my wife, I should never be happy again. You are
young—supposed to be unmarried—living here under the roof of my dearest
friend, who, with one exception, is alone in my confidence. In a few
months this man, now in prison, will receive the punishment of his
crime. Do you not see the peril of keeping this child with you till
after that event enables me to claim my wife before the world? Zulima!
look up—say that you forgive me the pain I am causing—say, that, for my
sake, you will submit to have this little one sent from you for a
season—only for a season.”
Subdued and touched to the heart by the depth of feeling with which this
appeal was made, Zulima arose from the pillow where she had been
striving to subdue her grief, and taking the infant in her trembling
arms, motioned her husband to receive it. The moment she was relieved
from the sweet burden, the young creature fell back, and closing her
eyes, tried to check the grief that, however suppressed, still clamored
at her heart. It was all in vain: the tears gushed like shattered
diamonds though the thick and silky lashes, and she grasped the
counterpane nervously with one hand, in a terrible strife to force back
the agony that was choking her. Poor young mother! she felt with that
keen intuition, which is like a prophecy, that she was not parting from
her child for a season, but forever.
“You consent, Zulima? You will give up our little one with no anger, and
without all this bitter grief?” cried the strong man, pale as death, and
bending over the young mother, with the child pressed to his bosom.
“I will, I do,” burst from those pale and trembling lips.
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