Mystery and Confidence: A Tale. Vol. 1Pinchard, Elizabeth Sibthorpe
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Mystery and Confidence: A Tale. Vol. 1
Pinchard, Elizabeth Sibthorpe
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acquisition of knowledge, I am willing to suppose that I have done so. I
will then, Ellen, be your tutor: we will, with Mrs. Ross's assistance,
so arrange your hours, that your new employments shall not interfere
with your domestic duties; and let me hope, my dear, that the same
strength of mind, which so eagerly leads you to literary pursuits, will
be manifested in conquering any sentiment too tender for your peace,
which may have been excited by one, who, I fear, has merely had in view
his own gratification. Should I wrong him--should he hereafter prove
that he feels a sincere affection for you, and seeks your happiness,
great will be my joy: no selfish or personal consideration shall
influence my wishes on this subject. I had hoped that Charles might have
been happy with the object of his first affections; but that I see is
not _at present_ likely: fear, therefore, no persecution on that
subject, either from me, or his mother and sister."
Ross was silent; and Ellen, who had hitherto remained so from the
mingled feelings of pride, regret, and tenderness, which swelled her
heart, now fearing to seem sullen, faintly articulated, "You are very
good and kind: I will be all I can--all, if possible, you wish me to
be."
Ross, seeing the variety of emotions she had that day undergone had
quite exhausted her, advised her to retire to bed, saying she had better
sleep there, and in the morning they would talk a little further on her
future plans. Ellen, however unwillingly, how much soever her rebellious
heart longed to return home, in the hope of seeing Mordaunt if but for a
minute, yet felt that Ross had acted so kindly and so wisely, that his
reasoning was so founded on truth, that she determined "in all her best
to obey him." She retired therefore to the chamber she and Joanna had so
often occupied, when no care disturbed their repose, when "sleep sat
upon her eyes, peace in her breast." But ah! how changed! Exhausted,
wan, and spiritless; her eyes heavy with weeping; her heart agitated
with a thousand contending reflections, Ellen long vainly sought repose.
Joanna was unusually kind and affectionate--she said little; and all she
said was tender and endearing. Ellen felt truly grateful for this
goodness, and found her love for her early friend revive, now the
roughness which abated it was once more laid aside. At length,
thoroughly wearied with the occurrences of the day, "tired Nature's kind
restorer--balmy sleep," came to her aid, "and steeped her senses in
forgetfulness."
CHAP. VII.
Grief was heavy at her heart,
And tears began to flow!
Soft as the dew from heaven descends,
His gentle accents fell.
GOLDSMITH'S HERMIT.
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