"Ask mother, ask the boys, ask Barbara," cry I, in great excitement,
"whether I ever _could_ wrap up any thing neatly, if I wished it ever so
much? Always, _always_, I have to blurt it out! _I_ hint!"
"Hint! no!" he repeats, in a tone of vexed bitterness. "Well, no! no one
could accuse you of _hinting_! Yours is honest, open cut and thrust!"
"If it is," retort I, bluntly, still speaking with a good deal of heat,
"it is your own fault! I have no wish to quarrel, being such near
neighbors, and--and--altogether--of course I had rather be on good terms
than bad ones! When you _let_ me--when you leave me alone--I
_almost_--sometimes I _quite_ like you. I am speaking seriously! I
_do_."
"You do not say so?" again turning his head aside, and speaking with the
objectionable intonation of irony.
"At home," pursue I, still chafing under the insult to my amiability, "I
never was reckoned quarrelsome--_never_! Of course I was not like
Barbara--there are not many like her--but I did very well. Ask _any one_
of them--it does not matter which--they will all tell you the
same--whether I did not!"
"You were a household angel, in fact?"
"I was nothing of the kind," cry I, very angry, and yet laughing: the
laughter caused by the antagonism of the epithet with the many
recollected blows and honest sounding cuffs that I have, on and off,
exchanged with Bobby.
A pause.
The sun has quite gone now: sulky and feeble, he has shrunk to his cold
bed in the west, and the victor-mist creeps, crawls, and soaks on
unopposed.
"Good-night!" cry I, suddenly. "I am going!" and I am as good as my
word.
With the triple agility of health, youth, and indignation, I scurry away
through the melancholy grass, and the heaped and fallen leaves, home.
CHAPTER XXVIII.
Ding-dong bell! ding-dong bell! The Christmas bells are ringing.
Christmas has come--Christmas as it appears on a Christmas card, white
and hard, and beset with puffed-out, ruffled robins. Only Nature is wise
enough not to express the ironical wish that we may have a "merry one."
For myself, I have but small opinion of Christmas as a time of jollity.
Solemn--_blessed_, if you will--but no, not jovial. At no time do the
dead so clamor to be remembered. Even those that went a long time ago,
the regret for whose departure has settled down to a tender, almost
pleasant pain; whom at other times we go nigh to forget; even they cry
out loud, "Think of us!"
When all the family is gathered, when the fire burns quick and clear,
and the church-bells ring out grave and sweet, neither will _they_ be
left out. But, on the other hand, to one who has paid his bills, and in
whose family Death's cannon have as yet made no breaches, I do not see
why it may not be a season of moderate, placid content.
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