Charles made the drive as long as he could, though he knew that his
wife, with her prospect of guests at home, must be growing impatient.
He kept, for the most part, in the park where it was easier to imagine
that he and Julia were alone. In one place a hill cut off the city and
dry grass rushed up before them against the cloudy sunset. Then there
were masses of trees, green yet in the half darkness. The branches
stirred their blackish foliage, and the copse had a breathing look. The
last light broke through the shadowy clouds in metallic flames. When the
city came into view again Julia thought that the tall houses were like
the walls of a garden flowering with stars.
Every one but Charles was glad when the drive came to an end.
* * * * *
Under her large black hat the strange girl's eyes, deep with a shining
emptiness, gazed into Paul's. Paul, glancing at her cautiously, felt
that the eyes were filled with a velvet dust into which he sank without
finding anything. It was as if he were falling, leaden and meaningless,
through them.
She had a snub nose with coarse wide nostrils. Her mouth was
thick-lipped and over red. She was given to abrupt hilarity when she
showed her strong teeth in a peculiarly irrelevant laugh. Her voice was
hoarse. When she threw back her head her amusement made her broad white
throat quiver. Then her prominent breasts shook heavily. Her arms, bare
below the elbow, looked as though they were meant to be powerful but had
grown useless. Her insolence was stupid, but Paul envied it--even though
it irritated him that she was so bored with him. They had sat on the
same bench in a public square, and after they had fallen into
conversation he had asked her to go to dinner with him. Her name was
Carrie. She called him "son". She was "out for a good time," she said,
but she was "broke".
Paul invited her to the working men's restaurant where he was going
himself. To dramatize his isolation from his own group, he wore old
clothes, brogans, and his school cap. His appearance suggested a
mechanic's assistant. He was ashamed of his secret desire to admit his
disguise to her. His uncle was a corporation lawyer who was becoming
prominent. Paul had constantly to fight against an ingrained class
vanity. Petty bourgeois! Not even snobbishness of the first order! When
he had to face it in himself he wanted to die. No use! Hell of a world!
Any disillusionment with himself strengthened his bitterness toward
those of his own kind.
* * * * *
When Paul left Carrie he walked into the dark park and seated himself on
a bench. The city seemed miles away, sunk in light. There was an iron
stillness in the black trunks of the trees that rose about him. Over him
the thick foliage hung oppressively in dark arrested clouds.
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