Narrative and Miscellaneous PapersDe Quincey, Thomas
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Narrative and Miscellaneous Papers
De Quincey, Thomas
English essays; English fiction
She yearned, at many times, for the rest which is
not in camps or armies; and it is certain, that she ever combined with
any plans or day-dreams of tranquillity, as their most essential ally,
some aid derived from that dovelike religion which, at St. Sebastian's,
as an infant and through girlhood, she had been taught so profoundly to
adore.
Now, let us rise from this discussion of Kate against libellers, as Kate
herself is rising from prayer, and consider, in conjunction with _her_,
the character and promise of that dreadful ground which lies immediately
before her. What is to be thought of it? I could wish we had a
theodolite here, and a spirit-level, and other instruments, for settling
some important questions. Yet no: on consideration, if one _had_ a wish
allowed by that kind fairy, without whose assistance it would be quite
impossible to send, even for the spirit-level, nobody would throw away
the wish upon things so paltry. I would not put the fairy upon any such
errand: I would order the good creature to bring no spirit-level, but a
stiff glass of spirits for Kate--a palanquin, and relays of fifty stout
bearers--all drunk, in order that they might not feel the cold. The
main interest at this moment, and the main difficulty--indeed, the 'open
question' of the case--was, to ascertain whether the ascent were yet
accomplished or not; and when would the descent commence? or had it,
perhaps, long commenced? The character of the ground, in those immediate
successions that could be connected by the eye, decided nothing; for the
undulations of the level had been so continual for miles, as to perplex
any eye but an engineer's, in attempting to judge whether, upon the
whole, the tendency were upwards or downwards. Possibly it was yet
neither way; it is, indeed, probable, that Kate had been for some time
travelling along a series of terraces, that traversed the whole breadth
of the topmost area at that point of crossing the Cordilleras, and which
perhaps, but not certainly, compensated any casual tendencies downwards
by corresponding reascents. Then came the question--how long would these
terraces yet continue? and had the ascending parts _really_ balanced
the descending?--upon _that_ seemed to rest the final chance for Kate.
Because, unless she very soon reached a lower level, and a warmer
atmosphere, mere weariness would oblige her to lie down, under a
fierceness of cold, that would not suffer her to rise after once losing
the warmth of motion; or, inversely, if she even continued in motion,
mere extremity of cold would, of itself, speedily absorb the little
surplus energy for moving, which yet remained unexhausted by weariness.
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