Narrative and Miscellaneous PapersDe Quincey, Thomas
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Narrative and Miscellaneous Papers
De Quincey, Thomas
English essays; English fiction
such a cross so common. The hatred of fear is ever the deepest. And men
hated the Jewish taint, as once in Jerusalem they hated the leprosy,
because even whilst they raved against it, the secret proofs of it might
be detected amongst their own kindred, even as in the Temple, whilst
once a king rose in mutiny against the priesthood, (2 Chron. xxvi
16-20,) suddenly the leprosy that dethroned him, blazed out upon his
forehead.] whilst from her grandmother, Juana drew the deep subtle
melancholy and the beautiful contours of limb which belong to the Indian
race--a race destined silently and slowly to fade from the earth. No
awkwardness was or could be in this antelope, when gliding with forest
grace into the room--no town-bred shame--nothing but the unaffected
pleasure of one who wishes to speak a fervent welcome, but knows not if
she ought--the astonishment of a Miranda, bred in utter solitude, when
first beholding a princely Ferdinand--and just so much reserve as to
remind you, that if Catalina thought fit to dissemble her sex, she
did _not_. And consider, reader, if you look back and are a great
arithmetician, that whilst the Senora had only fifty per cent of Spanish
blood, Juana had seventy-five; so that her Indian melancholy after all
was swallowed up for the present by her Vandal, by her Arab, by her
Spanish fire.
Catalina, seared as she was by the world, has left it evident in her
memoirs that she was touched more than she wished to be by this
innocent child. Juana formed a brief lull for Catalina in her too stormy
existence. And if for _her_ in this life the sweet reality of a sister
had been possible, here was the sister she would have chosen. On the
other hand, what might Juana think of the cornet? To have been thrown
upon the kind hospitalities of her native home, to have been rescued
by her mother's servants from that fearful death which, lying but a few
miles off, had filled her nursery with traditionary tragedies,--_that_
was sufficient to create an interest in the stranger. But his bold
martial demeanor, his yet youthful style of beauty, his frank manners,
his animated conversation that reported a hundred contests with
suffering and peril, wakened for the first time her admiration. Men she
had never seen before, except menial servants, or a casual priest. But
here was a gentleman, young like herself, that rode in the cavalry of
Spain--that carried the banner of the only potentate whom Peruvians knew
of--the King of the Spains and the Indies--that had doubled Cape Horn,
that had crossed the Andes, that had suffered shipwreck, that had rocked
upon fifty storms, and had wrestled for life through fifty battles.
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