Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of FootBillany, George
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Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of Foot
Billany, George
Great Britain -- History, Military -- 1789-1820; Soldiers -- Biography; Soldiers -- Religious life
My next concern was, about the question,--What is the proper form of
church government?--I had been made a little acquainted with the claims
of Episcopacy, and they perplexed me a good deal. Upon the general
question, my stock of information was small. This much I knew, that all
parties referred a good deal to the Acts of the Apostles, for proofs of
their respective opinions; and, as Mr. Ewing had commenced a course of
lectures upon that book, I hoped to obtain such information, as should
enable me to come to a determination in my own mind. I continued to hear
him with a good deal of interest, until he had gone through the
fifteenth chapter. I then embraced his opinions on that subject; and,
feeling the want of Christian fellowship, I determined to make present
conviction the rule of present duty; and seeing that it was the will of
Christ that his people should be united together in fellowship, I
resolved to apply to Mr. Ewing, for admission to the church under his
care. Being at a loss from my ignorance of the mode of application, and
entire want of acquaintance with any of the members of his church, I
wrote him a letter. This introduced me to a conversation, with which he
was satisfied, and my case was to be mentioned to the church at their
next meeting. I had no sooner returned home, however, than the words of
Jesus, John iv. 36. "And he that reapeth receiveth wages, and gathereth
fruit unto life eternal; that both he that soweth and he that reapeth
may rejoice together," occurred to my mind.--This led me to remember
you, my dear Sir, through whom I had received the knowledge of the
truth, and to consider whether there was not a propriety, if not a duty,
rather to apply to the church under your care, for admission, than to
Mr. Ewing's. I determined to consider this point, and wrote to Mr.
Ewing, requesting him to delay mentioning my case to his church, as
something had occurred to my mind, which it appeared to be my duty
previously to consider, but as soon as I should come to a determination
I should let him know. I then attended your preaching, to see whether it
would be as beneficial to me as Mr. Ewing's. You were then lecturing in
the forenoons through the 1st Epistle of John. As I was but a babe in
Christ, doctrinal subjects were what I stood most in need of. I found
myself edified by your discourses, and I felt an increasing attachment
to you as my spiritual father; and, as we were of one mind on matters of
church order, it appeared clearly to be my duty to seek for admission
into your church. Every tie of spiritual affection seemed to require it.
You had, through the blessing of the great Head of the church, sowed to
me the words of eternal life: I, through his blessing, had reaped them;
and, as there was no obstacle betwixt us, love said it was most proper,
that he that sowed and he that reaped should rejoice together; for where
should a convert to the truth seek to be, but under the care of the
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