Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of FootBillany, George
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Narrative of a Private Soldier in His Majesty's 92d Regiment of Foot
Billany, George
Great Britain -- History, Military -- 1789-1820; Soldiers -- Biography; Soldiers -- Religious life
instrument that converted him? There must be a peculiarity of affection,
betwixt a spiritual father and his children, beyond that of others
placed under his care and instruction. This peculiar affection had now
begun to operate in my mind; for at first I had been so much taken up
with the discovery of the truth itself, that I had paid little attention
to the instruments who preached it; but I now found leisure to give them
a place, in their various degrees, in my affections, without losing any
regard for the truth, or for its great Author and object, Jesus Christ,
the Chief Shepherd of the sheep. In order therefore to strengthen your
hands in the work of an under shepherd, as well as for my own benefit, I
drew up a summary narrative of my life and experience, and of the way in
which it had pleased the Lord to lead me to a knowledge of his precious
truth, and sent it to Mr. Ewing, with the reasons why I thought it my
duty to apply for admission to your church. These reasons Mr. Ewing
approved of; he gave you that narrative to introduce me to you; and I
was soon favoured with being admitted under your pastoral care. The
narrative is now greatly enlarged; but before bringing it to a close I
wish to make a few general remarks.
I would begin with stating, that the belief of that doctrine which gave
peace to my troubled conscience, gave also a degree of stability to my
conduct, such as I had never before been able, with my utmost efforts,
to attain. Not but that I have still to lament, that sin dwells in me;
but, by the grace of God, it does not reign over me, as formerly; and
the less I think of myself, and the lower I estimate my own strength,
and the more I trust to the gracious promise of imparted strength, from
the compassionate and all powerful Redeemer, the stronger I am. Whilst I
rejoice in the possession of the new man, I have still to mourn the
existence of the old; I find in my experience increasing evidence of the
deceitfulness and desperate wickedness of the heart, and see increasing
reason to be vile in my own eyes, and to pray continually "God be
merciful to me a sinner," but I trust in his grace, that he will "fulfil
in me all the good pleasure of his goodness, and the work of faith with
power," and "preserve me by his power, through faith unto salvation,"
enabling me to maintain the war of the spirit against the flesh, until I
get a complete and eternal victory.
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