Narrative of Henry Watson, a fugitive slaveWatson, Henry
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Narrative of Henry Watson, a fugitive slave
Watson, Henry
Enslaved persons -- Mississippi -- Social conditions; Slavery -- Mississippi
of a Presbyterian parent, anxious to save the soul of his child; well
will it be for all who repeat that important religious catechism, if it
renders them as effectual service, in saving their souls, as mine did
in saving my body and soul from slavery's cursed hell,—and thinking
of the hour, waiting with impatience its approach, and yet dreading
its coming; for I had seen so many slaves brought back, and witnessed
the dreadful punishment they have received for attempting to get their
freedom, that I shuddered at the consequences of detection. The hour at
last arrived. My friend had not returned, and I started for the ship;
but, as I came in sight of it, my courage forsook me. I feared that I
should not be able to appear manly and fearless. Had I not been brought
under the lash of the white man? had not everything of a manly nature
been beaten out of me? had I not been taught that I was a slave,—that
I was ever to remain a slave? that it was the wish of Almighty God that
I should be content with my situation? But my readers will excuse me
for deviating from my narration to excuse the cowardly feelings which
then induced me to turn back. But as I did so, I paused for a moment;
and the thought of freedom—delicious freedom—came rushing over me,
and filled my soul with pleasure, and I determined to persevere.
Conning over my catechism again, I retraced my steps for the ship; and
as it again came to my view, I felt like a new man, and that I would
attempt it if it cost me my life. I went on board with a firm step, and
inquired for the captain. I was shown him, and about the same questions
were asked me that my kind friend had prepared me to answer. About
the close of our interview the idea came to me, that, should he ask
me for my free papers, what could I say,—what should I do? for I had
none; and these thoughts came very near making me forget how to answer
my last question, which was, the situation of Ann street. I however
answered as I had been instructed, and took a step or two forward. On
returning, I met the steward, who had just come out of the cabin, whom
I had never seen before; and to my surprise he came up and addressed
me in a manner that would indicate his having known me from boyhood,
and asked me when I had heard from, and when I was going, home? I told
him, that I had just applied to the captain for a passage. At this, he
turned to the captain, and told him that he should want some assistance
on the home passage; and, as I was an old acquaintance of his, he
would like to have me go with him. The captain, seeing the supposed
familiarity that was between us, replied that he would take me for half
price, which was fifteen dollars. This was another blow, which I did
not know how to avert; but the kind steward, seeing the dilemma that
I was in, kindly offered to become responsible for the money. Oh! how
joyful I then felt. I was lighter in body and mind, as if some crushing
weight had been lifted from my shoulders.
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