Narrative of My Captivity Among the Sioux Indians — John Shaqi
Narrative of My Captivity Among the Sioux IndiansKelly, Fanny
History
Narrative of My Captivity Among the Sioux Indians
Kelly, Fanny
Dakota Indians -- History; Dakota Indians -- Wars -- 1862-1865; Indian captivities -- West (U.S.); Kelly, Fanny, 1845-1904
Helpless, and almost dying with terror at my situation, I sank on a
rocky seat in their midst. They were all armed, and anxiously awaited
the signal. They had pistols, bows, and spears; and I noticed some
stoop, and raise blazing fire-brands to frighten the pawing beast that
was to bear me to death.
In speechless agony I raised my soul to God! Soon it would stand before
his throne, and with all the pleading passion of my sinking soul I
prayed for pardon and favor in his precious blood, who had suffered
for my sins, and risen on high for my justification.
In an instant a life-time of thought condensed itself into my mind, and
I could see my old home and hear my mother’s voice; and the contrast
between the love I had been so ruthlessly torn from, and the hundreds
of savage faces, gleaming with ferocity and excitement around me,
seemed like the lights and shadows of some weird picture.
But I was to die, and I desired, with all the strength of my soul, to
grasp the promises of God’s mercy, and free my parting spirit from all
revengeful, earthly thoughts.
In what I almost felt my final breath, I prayed for my own salvation,
and the forgiveness of my enemies; and remembering a purse of money
which was in my pocket, knowing that it would decay with my body in the
wilderness, I drew it out, and, with suffused eyes, divided it among
them, though my hands were growing powerless and my sight failing. One
hundred and twenty dollars in notes I gave them, telling them its value
as I did so, when, to my astonishment, a change came over their faces.
They laid their weapons on the ground, seemingly pleased, and anxious
to understand, requesting me to explain the worth of each note clearly,
by holding up my fingers.
Eagerly I tried to obey, perceiving the hope their milder manner held
out; but my cold hands fell powerless by my side, my tongue refused
to utter a sound, and, unconsciously, I sank to the ground utterly
insensible to objects around me.
When insensibility gave way to returning feeling, I was still on the
ground where I had fallen, but preparations for the deadly scene were
gone, and the savages slumbered on the ground near me by the faint
firelight. Crawling into a sitting posture, I surveyed the camp, and
saw hundreds of sleeping forms lying in groups around, with watches
set in their places, and no opportunity to escape, even if strength
permitted.
Weak and trembling, I sank down, and lay silent till day-break, when
the camp was again put in motion, and, at their bidding, I mounted one
horse and led another, as I had done on the day previous.
This was no easy task, for the pack-horse, which had not been broken,
would frequently pull back so violently as to bring me to the ground,
at which the chief would become fearfully angry, threatening to kill me
at once.
Practicing great caution, and using strong effort, I would strive to
remain in the saddle to avoid the cuffs and blows received.
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