She told a lady, "I can remember, when I was a little thing, how my ole
mammy would sit out of doors in the evenin', an' look up at the stars
an' groan. She'd groan, an' groan, and says I to her:
"'Mammy, what makes you groan so?'
"An' she'd say, 'Matter enough, chile! I'm groaning to think of my poor
children; they don't know where I be, and I don't know where they be;
they looks up at the stars, an' I looks up at the stars, but I can't
tell where they be.'
"'Now,' she said, 'chile, when you be grown up, you may be sold away
from your mother an' all your ole friends, an' have great troubles come
on ye; an' when you has these troubles come on ye, ye jes go to God,
an' He'll help ye.'"
Isabella was sold to a hard master and mistress. She thought she had
got into trouble, and she wanted to find God; she prayed that He would
make her master and mistress better, and as He did not do so, she
concluded they were too bad to be made better, and that she might leave
them. So she rose at three o'clock one morning, and travelled till late
at night, when she came to a house and went in, "And," she said, "they
were Quakers, an' real kind they was to me. They jes took me in, an'
did for me as kind as ef I had been one of 'em, an' I stayed an' lived
with 'em two or three years. An' now, jes look here; instead o' keeping
my promise an' being good, as I told the Lord I would, jest as soon
as everything got agoing easy, I forgot all about God, an' I gin up
praying."
Sojourner did not long continue in this dark state, but she found
the Lord Jesus, and she said, "I shouted and cried, Praise, praise,
praise to the Lord; an' I began to feel such a love in my soul as I
never felt before,--love to all creatures. An' then all of a sudden it
stopped; an' I said, 'There are the white folks, that have abused you,
an' beat you, an' abused your people,--think o' them!' An' then there
came another rush o' love through my soul, an' I cried out loud, 'Lord,
Lord, I can love even the white folks. Jesus loved me! I knowed it, I
felt it.'"
When slavery was abolished in the State of New York, Sojourner went
back to her old mistress and demanded her son; he had been sent to
Alabama. After some trouble and expense her son was brought back to
her, though her mistress said to her:
"What a fuss you make about a little nigger! got more of 'em now than
you know what to do with."
"Sojourner," said a gentleman, "you seem to be very sure about heaven."
"Well, I be;" she answered triumphantly.
"What makes you so sure there is any heaven?"
"Well, because I got such a hankering arter it in here," she said,
giving a thump on her breast with her usual energy.
"Sojourner, did you always go by this name?"
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