"The following two weeks her pain was great, and baffled all the force
of medicine. A few days before her departure, she was urged with much
brokenness of heart to make confession, when she was let into a view
of the vanity of the world, with all its glittering snares, and said
she could not rest till her hair was cut off; for, she said, 'I was
persuaded to plait my hair against my father's advice, and I used to
tie up my head when father would come to see me, and hide ruffles and
gay dress from him, and now I cannot rest till my hair is cut off.' I
said, 'No, my daughter, let it be till thee gets well.' She answered,
'Oh, no, cut it now.' So I, to pacify her, took and cropped it.
"After this, she appeared filled with raptures of joy, and talked of
going, as if death had lost its sting. This was about three days before
her departure; and she seemed to have her senses as long as she could
speak. A little before her speech left her, she called us all, one by
one, held out her hand, bade us farewell, and looked as if she felt
that assurance and peace that destroy the fear of death; and while she
held out her hands, she earnestly charged us to meet her in heaven.
"I desire now to give the pious a brief account of the life and death
of my youngest daughter, Leah Bayley, who departed this life the 27th
of 7th month, 1821, aged twenty-one years and six months. She, from a
child, was more weakly and sickly than her sister Margaret, and the
thought of leaving her here in this ill-natured world, caused me many
serious moments; but the great Parent of all good, in the greatness of
His care, took her away, and relieved me of the care of her forever.
"Weakness of body and mind appeared in her as she grew up, and an
inclination to vanity and idleness; but being bound out under an
industrious mistress, to learn to work and to have schooling, her
mind soon became much inclined to her book and then to business. Her
school-mistress gave her a little book concerning some pious young
people that lived happily, and died happily, and were gone to heaven;
namely,--
"Young Samuel, that little child
Who served the Lord, lived undefiled.
Like young Abijah I must be,
That good things may be found in me.
Young Timothy, that blessed youth
Who sought the Lord and loved the truth.
I must not sin as others do,
Lest I lie down in sorrow too.
"These blessed examples won her heart so as to bury every other
enjoyment; she seemed to possess as great a deadness to the world as
any young woman I ever observed. She seemed not ashamed to read in
any company, white or colored; and she read to the sick with intense
desire, which appeared from her weeping and solid manner of behavior.
She seemed to desire to walk in the fear of the Lord all the day long;
and every body that observed her remarked her serious, steady behavior.
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