"She seemed as if she was trying to imitate those good children whom
she read about; and so continued until she was taken sick; and though
her sickness was long and sharp, yet she bore it like a lamb. A few
days before her decease, I was noticing how hard she drew her breath;
she looked very wistful at me, and said, 'Oh, father! how much I do
suffer!' I answered, 'Yes, my dear, I believe thee does.'
"Then, after a long pause, she said, 'But I think I never shall say I
suffer too much.' This, I apprehended, was extorted from a view of the
sufferings of Christ and her own imperfections. The day she died, she
called us all, one by one, and, like her sister Margaret, held out her
hand, and with much composure of mind bade us farewell, as if she was
only going a short walk, and to return."
The last accounts from Solomon Bayley say, that he was very diligent
and faithful in his calling--laboring not only for the souls of his
brethren, but for their bodies also--by setting them the best example
he was capable of, in cultivating his land to the best advantage, and
by improving his plans, to show the natives, as well as the emigrants,
the usefulness and comforts of civilized life.
CLARINDA,
A PIOUS COLORED WOMAN OF SOUTH CAROLINA, WHO DIED AT THE AGE OF A
HUNDRED AND TWO YEARS.
The subject of this memoir was brought up in a state of ignorance
unworthy of a Christian country; and following the propensities of a
corrupt heart, she was, by her own confession, "sold under sin," and
involved in almost every species of iniquity. And for the furtherance
of her wicked designs, she learned to play on the violin, and usually,
on the first day of the week, sallied forth with her instrument, in
order to draw persons of both sexes together, who, not having the
fear of God before their eyes, delighted, like herself, in sinful and
pernicious amusements, which keep the soul from God and the heart from
repentance.
But even on these occasions she found it difficult to struggle against
the Spirit of the Most High. Often was it sounded in her conscience,
"Clarinda, God ought not to be slighted--God ought not to be
forgotten;" but these monitions were treated with derision, and in the
hardness of her heart she would exclaim: "Go, you fool, I do not know
God--go, I do not wish to know Him."
On one occasion, while on her way to a dance, these blasphemous
thoughts, in answer to the monitions of conscience, were passing
through her mind, and in this frame she reached the place of
appointment, and mingled in the gay throng. While participating in the
dance, she was seized with fits, and convulsively fell to the ground.
From that moment, she lost her love of dancing, and no more engaged in
this vain amusement.
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