Natural history of intellect, and other papersEmerson, Ralph Waldo
Philosophy
Natural history of intellect, and other papers
Emerson, Ralph Waldo
American essays -- 19th century; Boston (Mass.); Intellect; Memory; Michelangelo Buonarroti, 1475-1564; Milton, John, 1608-1674
disposition of mine; and that I may account him to be rich, who is
wise and just.” Wacic the Caliph, who died A. D. 845, ended his life,
the Arabian historians tell us, with these words: “O thou whose
kingdom never passes away, pity one whose dignity is so transient.”
But what led us to these remembrances was the happy accident which
in this undevout age lately brought us acquainted with two or three
diaries, which attest, if there be need of attestation, the eternity
of the sentiment and its equality to itself through all the variety
of expression. The first is the prayer of a deaf and dumb boy:—
“When my long-attached friend comes to me, I have pleasure
to converse with him, and I rejoice to pass my eyes over his
countenance; but soon I am weary of spending my time causelessly
and unimproved, and I desire to leave him, (but not in rudeness),
because I wished to be engaged in my business. But thou, O my
Father, knowest I always delight to commune with thee in my lone
and silent heart; I am never full of thee; I am never weary of
thee; I am always desiring thee. I hunger with strong hope and
affection for thee, and I thirst for thy grace and spirit.
“When I go to visit my friends, I must put on my best garments, and
I must think of my manner to please them. I am tired to stay long,
because my mind is not free, and they sometimes talk gossip with
me. But oh, my Father, thou visitest me in my work, and I can lift
up my desires to thee, and my heart is cheered and at rest with thy
presence, and I am always alone with thee, and thou dost not steal
my time by foolishness. I always ask in my heart, where can I find
thee?”
The next is a voice out of a solitude as strict and sacred as that in
which nature had isolated this eloquent mute:—
“My Father, when I cannot be cheerful or happy, I can be true
and obedient, and I will not forget that joy has been, and may
still be. If there is no hour of solitude granted me, still I
will commune with thee. If I may not search out and pierce thy
thought, so much the more may my living praise thee. At whatever
price, I must be alone with thee; this must be the demand I make.
These duties are not the life, but the means which enable us to
show forth the life. So must I take up this cross, and bear it
willingly. Why should I feel reproved when a busy one enters the
room? I am not idle, though I sit with folded hands, but instantly
I must seek some cover. For that shame I reprove myself. Are they
only the valuable members of society who labor to dress and feed
it? Shall we never ask the aim of all this hurry and foam, of this
aimless activity? Let the purpose for which I live be always before
me; let every thought and word go to confirm and illuminate that
end; namely, that I must become near and dear to thee; that now I
am beyond the reach of all but thee.
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