Naval Occasions, and Some Traits of the Sailor-manBartimeus
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Naval Occasions, and Some Traits of the Sailor-man
Bartimeus
Great Britain -- History, Naval -- 20th century -- Fiction; Great Britain. Royal Navy -- Fiction; Sailors -- Fiction; Sea stories, English
Earlier in the day a tremendous self-importance had possessed his soul;
it was begotten primarily of brass buttons and a peaked cap, and its
outward manifestation at Paddington Station had influenced a
short-sighted old lady in her decision that he was a railway official of
vast, if premature, responsibilities. He leaned over the balustrade and
looked up harbour; beyond the scattered yachts and coal-hulks, black
against the path of the sunset, lay the old _Britannia_. She was
moored, this cradle of a generation’s Naval destiny, where the Dart
commenced to wind among green hills crowned by woods and red-brown
plough lands; and as he stared, the smaller vanities of the morning
passed from him.
He was barely fifteen, and his ideas were jumbled and immature, but in a
confused sort of way he thought of the thousands of other boys those
wooden walls had sheltered, and who, at the bidding of unknown powers,
had gone down to the sea in ships.
He pictured them working their pinnaces and cutters—as he would some
day—soaked and chilled by winter gales. Others departed for the
Mediterranean, where, if the testimony of an aunt (who had once spent a
winter at Malta) was to be accepted, life was all picnics and dances.
He saw them yet farther afield, chasing slavers, patrolling
pirate-infested creeks, fighting through jungle and swamp, lying stark
beneath desert stars, ... and ever fresh ones came to fill the vacant
places, bred for the work—even as he was to be—on the placid waters of
the Dart, amid Devon coombes. It was all a little vainglorious,
perhaps; and if his imagination was coloured by the periodicals and
literature of boyhood, who is to blame him?
Why it was necessary for these things to be he understood vaguely, if at
all. But in some dim way he realised it was part of his new heritage, a
sort of brotherhood of self-immolation and hardship into which he was
going to be initiated.
His thoughts went back along the path of the last few years that had
followed his father’s death. With a tightening of the heart-strings he
saw how an Empire demands other sacrifices. How, in order that men
might die to martial music, must sometimes come first an even greater
heroism of self-denial. Years of thrift and contrivance, new clothes
foresworn, a thousand renunciations—this had been his mother’s part,
that her son might in time bear his share of the Empire’s burden.
She came out on to the balcony as the sun dipped behind the hills, and
the woods were turning sombre, and slipped a thin arm inside his. It is
rarely given to men to live worthy of the mothers that bore them; a
few—a very few—are permitted to die worthy of them. Perhaps it was some
dim foreknowledge of the end that thrilled him as he drew her closer.
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