Neighbourhood: A year's life in and about an English villageEdwardes, Tickner
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Neighbourhood: A year's life in and about an English village
Edwardes, Tickner
Country life -- England
It is on these long winter evenings that Solitude comes into her kingdom.
Men are not all made alike, nor is solitude with all a voluntary
condition, at least a self-imposed necessity, as it is with me—a
something that I must fashion out of my own will and abnegation, weave
about me as the tunnel-spider weaves her lair. In this ancient house the
walls are thick, yet not so thick but that an ear-strain will just trip
the echo of far-off laughter. If I but drew that curtain and set the
door ajar, I could catch a murmur of voices like the sound of bee-hives
in summer dark; and a dozen strides along the stone-flagged passage would
yield me what I may not take for hours to come—tried and meet
companionship, the flint-and-steel play of bandied jest, my own to hold,
if I can, in brisk exchange of nerving, heartening thought. But these
things in their season. Mine now it is to dip the grey goose-quill, to
gird up for the long tramp over the foolscap-country before me—that
trackless white desert where I must lay a trail to be followed, whether
by many or few or none, or with what pleasure or weariness, I may never
certainly know. For the writer is like a sower, that is ever sowing and
passing on. He can seldom do more than take a hurried, fleeting
shoulder-glimpse at the harvest behind him, nor see who reaps, if haply
it be reaped at all.
Scratching away in the cosy fireside quiet of the old room, there comes
to me at length a sound from the chimney-corner, to which I must needs
listen, no matter what twist or quirk of syntax holds me in thrall. You
often hear aged country folk complain that the crickets no longer sing on
the hearth, as they used to do in their childhood. My own crickets have
always seemed to sing blithely enough, too blithely at times to help one
forward with a difficult task. But I had always been glad to accept the
statement as one more proof of the decadence of modern times. Hobnobbing
one winter’s evening, however, with the old ferryman in his riverside
den, and noting how merrily the crickets were chirping in his
chimney-corner, I wondered to hear him give way to this same lament.
Then, for the first time, I realised that not the crickets, but his old
ears, were at fault. Though the little smoke-blackened cabin rang with
their music, the old man, who would, on the loudest night, have heard a
ferry-call from the other side of the water instantly, failed now to grip
the high-pitched sound. And this set me to philosophising. When the
crickets cease to pipe in my own chimney-corner, then, and not till then,
I will admit I am growing old.
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