We were eighteen when the accident happened to Peter Lane. He was
working about a shaft, as he had done perhaps a thousand times before,
when some loose end of his clothing lapped around it. He clutched the
shaft and whirled with it until the strength of his arms gave way; then
his body flew out and his head struck a beam. . . . Outside the
mill-wheel placidly sprayed its mist of jewels as from the hand of a
fairy prince.
I need not follow the events of the next year or so further than to say
that my father developed a habit of putting on his good clothes in the
evening and brushing his shoes, and walking over to see whether Mrs.
Lane might not need some help with the affairs of the farm.
Jack found me one evening in September cutting firewood in the uncleared
portion of our farm up by the big pine. The sun was almost setting; it
hung like a blood-red globe through an avenue of maple trees, and its
slanting light struck the autumn foliage with a wizardry of color and
beauty. Jack sat down on a log and when I paused in my work he said,
"You're too industrious, Frank; if you are not careful you'll die rich.
Come over here; I want to talk to you."
I took a seat at his side, and for a minute or two he punched the earth
with a stick, as though uncertain how to open his subject.
"I guess you're as much awake as I am, Frank," he said at length, "so
you know what's on the books."
"You mean about my father?" I was going to add, "and your mother," but I
stopped; someway it seemed out of place. But Jack filled it in,--"And my
mother."
Then we both sat silent for awhile.
"Has he said anything about it to you?" I ventured, "He hasn't mentioned
it to me."
"No," said Jack. Then, with one of his unexpected touches of
humor,--"I'm not sure that he knows about it yet. But mother does."
"Well, it's all right, isn't it?" I said, after we had had our laugh.
"Your mother has been pretty much a mother to Marjorie and me since our
own left us. She's O.K. I'm not complaining."
"Neither am I," Jack agreed, "so far as they are concerned. But just how
about us? We've got to get out."
"Why?"
Jack turned his full blue eyes on me with a sort of pity. "Do you think
Marjorie is going to play second fiddle to a new mother? You don't know
your sister, Frank."
In a moment I knew he was right. He had not asked me if I thought that
Jack would play second fiddle to a new father, but that, too, may have
been in his mind.
"Well, what are we to do about it?"
"Go west!" he said, emphatically. "Go west! I am beginning to think it's
the only thing for a young fellow to do, anyway. What is there here for
us? Drudge away in the mill, seven to six, seven to six, seven to six,
seven to six, week in, month in, year in; then, some day, caught on a
shaft, and they stop the mill just long enough to untangle your remains.
And that is life! By God, Frank, it's _not_ life--as I see it--as I'm
going to see it!"
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