"I know it's a raw deal for you," he went on, disregarding my
interruption, "and I'd give--I'd give--half of my happiness, if you
like, if I could put it right. It's a little embarrassing for us all.
But don't you think Jean is worth a fight--a little more fight than you
have made?"
"I understand English," I said, "particularly Jean's English. If she
wants me now she'll have to say so."
"Oh, get off your high horse. He's a lame nag, anyway! Jean thinks she
loves Spoof, but she doesn't. She's just infatuated with him. She'll
grow out of that. But you might help her along a little."
"I'm not so sure. Spoof's a pretty decent chap," I said, inwardly giving
myself credit for amazing magnanimity.
"Of course he is," Jack agreed, somewhat too readily, as it seemed to
me. "But that has nothing to do with it. Jean isn't putting you and
Spoof under the magnifying glass, so to speak, and studying out which is
the more decent chap. It isn't done that way. And to save her life she
couldn't tell you why, to-day, she thinks she loves Spoof, and why,
to-morrow, she will know she loves you. Reason doesn't enter into these
things at all."
"That doesn't make it any easier for me."
"Maybe not," Jack admitted. "And, as I have argued that reason doesn't
enter into the consideration, I suppose it is of no use to reason about
it. Then let us get on to ground you can understand. Come on over for
supper."
I accepted with more alacrity than might be expected of a young man who
was resolved that although tied to the stake he would not thrust his
feet in the fire. Marjorie kissed me when I went in,--a kiss for her
dear old bachelor brother, she said, obviously in fun, but I think there
was a pang of deep sisterly sympathy underneath. Jean was calm, poised,
self-controlled; her eyes seemed larger than usual, and the white of
them showed that clear blue tinge that is found in some kinds of
delicate china. Either the lamp light was peculiarly yellow or Jean's
complexion was below the mark. She chatted freely, almost too freely,
and laughed upon occasion, but there was no ring in her laughter.
Altogether, it was rather a difficult evening. We played cards after
supper, and tried, as so many others have done, to forget our troubles
in the chance of a lucky hand. Even the cards were against me. Jean and
I had always played together, but to-night Jack insisted that it was not
meet that a man should have his wife for a partner at cards, so our
combination was broken. I may have had a subconscious and disturbing
feeling that Jean's hand, to my left, would have made better holding
than anything I could hope to draw from the deck. At any rate I played
abominably and went home early.
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