"He was kind--considerate," she said, quietly. "Said he was sorry;
appreciated the compliment; any man might be flattered, he said, but it
was quite impossible. So I am left dangling in space."
"Well, what next?" I asked, after a long silence in which, consciously
or unconsciously, she was drawing her finger tips slowly up and down
between the backs of mine. "What next?"
"Go home," she said, decisively. "Jack and Marjorie will be uneasy. You
will see me home, won't you?"
Spoof took an inordinately long time to feed the oxen, but when he
returned, with great blowing and stamping before opening the door, we
were ready for the road. We took leave without much in the way of
explanations, but with his promise to come and see us at least once a
week.
Our long walk home was taken in almost complete silence. Once I
suggested to Jean that we should let it be understood that she had gone
to Brown's, not Spoof's.
"Just as you like," she said. "I don't care."
I took her arm in places where the crust broke easily; where it was
solid we walked separately, swinging out into easy strides. I was
studying the new situation; trying to analyze the new atmosphere;
seeking to locate myself in a chart of the universe in which the two
objects were Jean and me. But some fine instinct kept me from any word
of love.
As we neared Twenty-two Jean took my arm, although here the path was
good.
"Thank you so much," she said. "I thought you would, perhaps,--that you
would go back to what we talked of yesterday. I couldn't stand that,
just now. Do you understand? You are considerate; you are--an artist,"
and her face smiled wanly into mine.
Jack had just returned from Mrs. Alton's. He had found her in a rather
bad way, much in need of a man to do up rough work about the place, and
even in his anxiety over Jean he had stayed to lend a hand. Something
about the widow's loneliness had touched him almost as deeply as our own
shadow of tragedy.
I lied glibly about having found Jean at Mrs. Brown's; Mrs. Brown was
well, but one of the children had a sore throat; Brown had slipped on
the ice and hurt his hip, not badly; they were longing for English mail.
I knew all this duplicity must be found out, but I was content to delay
the evil day. By some sort of telegraphic understanding we did not
discuss Jean's behavior. We were glad enough to have her back safe and
sound; we were willing to agree that the stress of winter had perhaps
been too much for her. She would be all right presently.
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