Neither Jew nor Greek : $b a story of Jewish social lifeGuttenberg, Violet
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Neither Jew nor Greek : $b a story of Jewish social life
Guttenberg, Violet
Jews -- England -- Fiction
“Yes. I received a letter from her a few months after the wedding asking
for money, but vouchsafing no explanation of her strange conduct. I went
to the address--it was in London--and found it to be a small stationer’s
shop. The woman in charge said a foreign man always came for the
letters, but he spoke little English, and she knew nothing about him.
Without pursuing my quest further I sent the money, and asked Ninette to
come back to me, or at least to grant an interview. She refused to do
either, and wrote that she considered our marriage a mistake, adding
that as long as I sent her a little money occasionally, for her
favourite pastime, she would trouble me no further. I was not sorry to
get out of the wood that way, and complied with her request, generally
sending the money to the _Poste Restante_, Paris. After a while,
however, I grew tired of despatching large sums to be squandered on
betting, and told her so, whereupon she threatened to come to Durlston
and assume her rightful place as mistress of the Towers. She evidently
knew that I had some sort of a position there; and that for a wife--and
such a wife--to suddenly appear on the scene would reflect discredit
upon myself. That was about three or four years ago; and curiously
enough, I have had no word from her since. I began to believe that she
must be dead; but a friend of mine--the only one who knows my
secret--has seen her twice during the last six months, once at Monte
Carlo, and the second time alighting from a Channel boat at Dover. On
both occasions he tried to get an opportunity of speaking to her, but
she evaded him, and he lost her in the crowd. So that is how the matter
stands, Marjorie. I have not a wife in the true sense of the word, yet I
am fettered by the marriage laws. It is a cruel predicament for a man to
be placed in.”
“Why did you not tell me all this before?” she said, with the first
touch of reproach. “Oh, it was cruel of you to pose as a bachelor all
this time--especially cruel towards me. I would have died rather than
have confessed my love, had I known the truth.”
She spoke quite calmly, but she could not repress the tear which
trembled on her lash. It wended its way down her cheek when Karne
admitted that he had been cruel, foolish, and weak; woman-like she could
not bear to hear him blame himself.
And then she began to think of the future--her lonely, empty future. All
the castles she had built in the air--the happy day-dreams of a life
blessed with love--struck down at one blow. She had been living in a
fool’s paradise; now she would reap the consequences of her folly.
Suddenly a new thought seemed to strike her; and an eager yet
half-frightened expression came into her eyes.
“Herbert, if you were free, would you marry me?” she questioned, in a
low tremulous voice. “Don’t be afraid of hurting me; I want to know the
truth.”
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