Neither Jew nor Greek : $b a story of Jewish social lifeGuttenberg, Violet
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Neither Jew nor Greek : $b a story of Jewish social life
Guttenberg, Violet
Jews -- England -- Fiction
“I would marry you to-morrow if I could,” he answered despondently. “Do
you think this doesn’t hurt me as well as you? I am not quite such a
brute as to filch a woman’s love, and then toss it aside without caring,
Marjorie. Besides, you’ve been so sweet and good to me. A man couldn’t
know you as I do, without loving you and wanting to be loved in return.
I’ve tried to steel my heart against you all along, but it was
impossible. Love is so strong; it will not be bound down by rules and
regulations: it has been too powerful for you and me.”
“Yes, love is strong,” she repeated breathlessly. “Stronger than death.
We can’t stifle its promptings any more than we can stay the flow of the
waves. It’s the future I’m thinking of, dearest, the future. What shall
we do?... What shall we do?... Nobody knows about your wife--nobody need
know.... Couldn’t we--just you and I--go right away, out of England,
perhaps, and---- Oh, God, what am I saying? Herbert, Herbert, you have
broken my heart!”
She hid her face in the silken sofa-cushions, and burst into a torrent
of weeping. For the moment she felt as if she could never look any one
in the face again. An overwhelming sense of shame took possession of her
whole being. Worst of all, she had lost her self-respect in the eyes of
the man she loved!
But Herbert knew that her words were the result of a mind distorted by
anguish, for it was surely not the pure and virtuous Marjorie who thus
set herself forth as temptress! Flinging himself down by the couch, he
tried to comfort and soothe her, begging her forgiveness for the
suffering he had caused. And then he reminded her, that, in spite of the
dreariness of the outlook, she still would have the comfort of her
child.
“Yes, thank God I have my child!” she murmured brokenly. “Life would not
be worth living--now--without Bobbie.”
Presently the clock struck six--the time she usually went home. She rose
to her feet and dried her eyes; and scarcely had she done so ere the
door opened to admit her little son, armed with her cloak and hat.
Fortunately, being dusk, he did not notice the unwonted dejection of her
manner, or that her eyes were red with weeping.
Lady Marjorie sent him off to see if the carriage had arrived; then,
when the last sound of his little feet trotting down the stairs died
away, she turned once more towards Karne.
“This must be our good-bye, Herbert,” she said, in a muffled voice. “Of
course I cannot come here any more. Do not tell Celia the reason; I
would rather she did not know.”
“As you wish,” he replied gloomily. “You’ve no idea how I shall miss
your visits, Marjorie. Must it really be good-bye?”
“Yes,” she rejoined quickly. “To look into your eyes, to hear you
speak, would be torture to me now--I couldn’t bear it. Away from you I
may be able to forget. That is what will be my chief aim in the
future--to forget.”
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