"Rhoda," he said, solemnly, "never fall into the mistake of thinking
that sinners aren't punished enough. It's a very common blunder. Many a
man might have hanged himself, as Judas did, if Christ hadn't stepped
in and shown him what the atonement is. It is to the Davids and Peters
and Sauls that He says, 'Where sin abounded, grace did much more
abound.'"
November came to an end. December set in with biting winds and gloomy
skies, and then followed a sharp, wintry Christmas.
It was a hard time for the birds. Rhoda would sit at the window
and watch them congregating on the brier-bush in the corner of the
garden. Now it was a plump thrush, puffing out its speckled breast,
and feasting on the scarlet hips; now it was a blackbird, with dusky
plumage and yellow bill. Then a score of finches and sparrows would
alight on the frozen snow, and quarrel over the crumbs that she had
scattered there. All day the sky was grey and clear; but sometimes at
sunset, a flush would rest upon the white fields, tinting them with the
delicate pink of half-opened apple-blossoms.
On Christmas Eve, Rhoda Farren sat watching the hungry birds no
longer. A little human life was drawing very near to immortality. The
baby--Helen's wee, fragile baby--was hovering between two worlds.
And then, for the first time, all Rhoda's sleeping instincts started
up, awake and strong. Anger and selfishness were alike forgotten. Let
the solemn feet of death be heard upon the threshold of the house,
and all the petty wranglings of its inmates are stilled. He was
coming--"the angel with the amaranthine wreath"--but Rhoda held the
little one in her arms, and prayed the Father to shut the door against
him.
We know not what we ask when we pray for a child's life. We are
pleading with the Good Shepherd that He will leave a little lamb in the
wilderness instead of taking it into the fold. We are asking that it
may tread the long, toilsome way home, instead of the short, smooth
path that leads straight to rest. Surely our Lord never loves us better
than when He says nay to such prayers as these. When we become even
as they--the little children--and enter into the kingdom, we shall
understand the infinite compassion of His denial.
Christmas night closed in; and outside the cottage, the mummers, gay in
patchwork and ribbons, clashed their tin swords, and sang their foolish
rhymes. John went out and entreated them to go away. A glance through
the open door showed Rhoda the clear, broad moonlight, shining over
the snow-waste, and she heard the subdued voices of the men as they
went off to some happier house. Then the door closed again, and she saw
nothing but the little child's wan face.
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