"O Uncle, I am glad you don't think it's wrong to dance!" cried Helen,
coming suddenly out of the house. "Here's good news! Squire Derrick is
going to give a feast in his park next Friday. I know that John can't
go, because of his sprained ankle; but William Gill will drive us to
the park in his chaise. There'll be room for Rhoda and me and Mrs.
Gill."
"But, Helen, I don't go to merry-makings," said Rhoda, gravely. "We
have never taken part in anything of that kind. And as to father's
remark, King David's sort of dancing was very different from the
waltzes and polkas and galops that there will be on Friday night."
Helen's face clouded like that of a disappointed child.
"O Uncle, would there be any harm in my dancing?" she asked.
"No harm exactly, my girl," responded the farmer uneasily, as he picked
a piece of dry moss off the wall. "But even when things are lawful,
they are not always expedient. You are a married woman, you see, and
your husband's under a cloud, and miles away--poor fellow!"
"Ah!" sighed Helen, "I'm always doomed to suffer for his sins! I
thought that perhaps a little bit of fun would help me to forget my
troubles."
Poor Helen was still grovelling at the foot of her mountain.
Large tears stood in her soft eyes. The farmer gave her a quick glance,
then looked away, and busied himself with the little cushion of moss
that still lay in his broad palm. At heart he was more than half a
Puritan, and hated jigs and feastings as lustily as did the Gideons
and Grace-be-heres of Cromwell's day. But he was far too tender-natured
a man to bear the sight of a woman's tears.
But for that unfortunate allusion which her father had made to Robert
Clarris, Rhoda would have set her face as a flint against going to
the fête. But his tone of pity stirred up all her old resentment.
Why was this young wife, lovely and foolish, left without her lawful
protector? Had she not said truly that she was doomed to suffer for
his sins? After all, it was scarcely her fault, perhaps, that she was
not elevated by her trial. To "erect ourselves above ourselves" is a
bliss that we do not all reach. And it is a bliss which bears such
a close relationship to pain, that one has no right to be hard on a
fellow-mortal who chooses the lower ground.
Thoughts like these were passing through Rhoda's mind, while Helen
still wept silently. But it did not occur to Miss Farren that the
truest kindness that can be done to another is to raise him. She forgot
that it is better to stretch out a hand and say, "Friend, come up
higher," than to step down to his level. At that moment she thought
only of pacifying Helen. Of late her cousin had grown very dear to
her, partly, perhaps, for the sake of her little child. Her whole soul
recoiled from the harvest-feast. She hated the clownish merriment, and
the dancing and drinking; and yet, to please Helen, she was willing to
endure much that was distasteful.
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