Thus, a heavy burden was lifted from Rhoda's heart. Mrs. Farren's
letter was a psalm of thanksgiving from beginning to end. "In the day
when I cried, Thou answeredst me, and strengthenedst me with strength
in my soul," she wrote, in her gladness. And Rhoda's spirit caught up
the joyful strain. Yet she once found herself wishing that Mr. Channell
had not been one of Robert Clarris's friends. True, Clarris had long
ago restored the three hundred pounds, and had regularly sent money for
his child's support. But was not the old taint upon him still?
Rhoda could never get rid of the notion that he had been too leniently
dealt with. Hers was a mind which always clings to an idea. Moreover,
her life, from its very beginning, had been a narrow life. She had
never been called upon to battle with a strong temptation. But, like
all whose strength has not been tried, she believed that she could
have stood any test. It is easy for him who sits in peace to cry shame
on the soldier who deserts his post. There are few of us who cannot
be heroes in imagination. And most of our harsh judgments come from a
narrow experience.
We can only learn something of the power of Divine Love by knowing the
evil against which it contends. Those who want to see what God's grace
can do must look for its light in dark places.
When February and March had gone by, Rhoda found herself free to go
home. She went back to the sweet lights and shadows of April; to the
glitter of fresh showers, and the scent of hyacinths and wall-flowers.
Her mother's arms were opened to her. Nelly clung to her neck,
half-crying for joy. Her father and Mr. Channell were out in the
meadows, they told her; they would come indoors for tea. It was Nelly
who had most to say about the stranger.
"You never knew anybody so kind, Rhoda," she said, earnestly. "He makes
us all happy, and he's taken me to see mother's grave every Sunday
while you were away."
Rhoda was standing at the back-door when she saw them coming from the
fields. Nelly, with her pinafore full of kittens, still chattered by
her side. Just in front of the door was the old cherry-tree, covered
with silvery blossoms and spangled with rain-drops. It looked like a
bridal bouquet hung with diamonds. Men were sowing barley in the acres
beyond the fence. Rhoda was watching the blossoms and the sowers, and
yet she saw those two figures.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account