Morgan, too, had gone back to his work, but it was harder for him than
for Eve. She had no part to sustain--no love to simulate. And she had
the consolation of his mother's friendship, and the sad delight of
reading his letters. In those letters no mention was ever made of her;
but they told of a life of daily struggles--a life whose best comfort
was found in labour. Eve and Mrs. Foster wept over them together, and
clung to each other with a new tenderness. The mother had faith, and
she believed that her son would be set free. She ventured, once or
twice, to say this to Eve, but the girl shook her head.
"No," she said, "we must not look for that. We ought rather to pray
that the ties may grow pleasant instead of irksome."
"I don't know," replied Mrs. Foster, thoughtfully. "I almost think it
is best to pray for the freedom. It was not the right kind of feeling,
Eve, that led him to propose to Miss Channell. He was startled into it,
and it really seemed at first as if that were the way that God meant
him to go."
"He should have stood still, and just have waited for guidance," Eve
remarked, sadly.
"Yes, I know that," admitted the mother. "But do not most of our
troubles come to us because we will not wait? We all find it easier to
run than to stand still."
While these other hearts were throbbing with restless pain, Nelly
Channell was serenely happy. She complained at times that Morgan was
working too hard, and wearing himself out, but she never thought of
attributing his wan looks to any cause save that of over-exertion.
But Robert Channell had a keener sight; and he began to ask himself,
uneasily, if he had been right in letting this engagement come to pass?
In his heart of hearts he owned that he had been secretly anxious to
secure the curate for his daughter. It was the desire of his life that
Nelly should marry a good man, and Morgan Foster was the best man that
had as yet come in her way. Perhaps he, too, had been running when he
ought to have stood still. He began to think that this was the case.
But how could he undo what was done? In his perplexity he talked the
matter over with his wife. And she admitted that the curate did not
seem to be quite at ease in Nelly's company. There was a shadow upon
him. It might be a consciousness of failing health, or----
"Or of failing love," said Mr. Channell, finishing her sentence. "If
that is it, Rhoda, it is a miserable affair indeed! We ought to have
made them wait before we sanctioned the engagement. But you know I
wanted to keep her safe from those selfish, worldly men who have been
seeking her."
"We are always afraid to trust God with anything dear to us," answered
Mrs. Channell, sadly. "But if Morgan Foster has mistaken his own
feelings, Robert, it will be hard to condemn him, and equally hard to
forgive him."
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