"Yes," the father answered. "Try to think of her as a dear, foolish
child who has made a grave mistake. She has sent me to break off her
engagement with you, Morgan. She begs you, through me, to forgive her
for any pain that she may cause you. She wants you to remember her
kindly always, but neither to write to her, nor seek to see her again."
The curate was silent for some moments. No suspicion of the truth
crossed his mind. He concluded, not unnaturally, that he had been too
quiet and grave a lover for the bright girl. That was all.
When he spoke, his words were very few. Perhaps Nelly's father
respected him none the less because he made no pretence of great
sorrow. His face was pale, and his voice trembled a little, as he said
quietly,--
"If you will come into my lodging, Mr. Channell, I will give you
Nelly's letters and her portrait. She may like to have them back again
without delay."
They walked out of the churchyard, and down the lane to the sexton's
cottage. And then Morgan left Mr. Channell sitting in the little
parlour, while he went upstairs to his room.
The hour of release had come. He took out a plain gold locket, which
had always been worn unseen, and detached it from its guard. He opened
it, and looked long and sadly at the fair face that it contained. It
was a delicately-painted photograph, true to life; and locket and
portrait had been Nelly's first gift. The smile was her own smile,
frank and bright; the brown eyes seemed to look straight at the gazer.
"O Nelly," he said, kissing the picture, "why couldn't I love you
better? Thank God for this painless parting! No wonder that you wearied
of me, dear; you will be a thousand times freer and happier without me."
Presently he came downstairs, and entered the parlour with the locket
and a little packet of letters. These he gave silently into Mr.
Channell's hands.
"Morgan," said Robert Channell, "I am heartily sorry for this. Don't
think that I shall cease to feel for you as a friend, because I cannot
have you for a son-in-law."
"I shall never forget all your kindness," Morgan answered, in a low
voice. "But I shall soon leave this place, Mr. Channell."
"Better so, perhaps," Robert responded. "You ought to labour in a
larger sphere. You have great capacities for hard work, Morgan."
Then the two men parted with a close hand-shake. And Mr. Channell
looked back to say, almost carelessly,--
"My family have migrated to Southsea for a month or two. I follow them
to-morrow."
It would be too much to say that the curate "regained his freedom with
a sigh." Yet certain it is that this unlooked-for release set his heart
aching; it might be that his _amour propre_ was slightly wounded, for
was it not a little hard to find that the girl for whom he had been
making a martyr of himself could do very well without him? He had
climbed the height of self-sacrifice only to find deliverance. The
spirit of sacrifice had been required of him, but the crowning act was
not demanded.
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