Such confessions can be easily elicited from psychopathic patients
even in their best states of apparent diffidence, humility.
_This paranoidal aspect of self-aggrandizement is present in
all psychopathic cases._ In some this trait stands out more
clearly and distinctly than in others. It is, however, present
in all psychopathic patients, if one observes them closely and
attentively. It is the expression of an intensified state of the
impulse of self-preservation and fear instinct. In other words, it
is a state of an exaggerated, hypertrophied egotism.
“We must appeal to a law higher than the material law,” a patient
writes in his account. “I worried much over it. Since that time
the relation of mind and matter greatly interested me.... My
health at this time failed, I lost appetite and strength, had
hysterical symptoms. I was treated for general neurasthenia.” ...
Psychopathic, philosophical and ethical speculations and interests
have their sole source in fear of sickness and self-preservation.
“One of my anxieties,” another patient writes, “of my present life
is connected with my business and my relationship to my partners.
I am naturally conscientious and inclined to be not only earnest
and sincere, but serious. My nature, instincts, and desires are
not superficial. Yet my relation to the business is a superficial
one. I am neither fitted by natural tastes nor by training for the
indoor, rather mechanical, conventional, and routine processes upon
which business and commercial success depends....
“Without the common motives of an ordinary merchant (greed) I am
placed in the position of the one who lives not by the usual and
conventional standards of right and wrong, but rather by a more
exalted and more rigid one of his own making which, unsupported
by habit, and institutions, requires a greater loyalty, a higher
resolve, and a firmer will than is required of the conventional
and conforming citizen. Emerson says it demands something Godlike
in one who would essay such a task, not placing the same values
on money, trade, commerce, and profits as the natural money
maker and money lover, and not the opportunity to substitute and
supplement the usual motives by and with the larger, and to me
more compelling, of community betterment and employee welfare....”
This man had abandoned his wife and three children.
Another patient writes of himself, “The hypersensitive nervous
system with the initial shock has inhibited the development of my
highest potentialities and my highest endeavors.” He summarizes
his symptoms: “Dread and anxiety about being away from home and
friends, self-consciousness, mental sluggishness, quick fatigue,
inability for deep thought, general state of irritability.”
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