Next morning he lay in wait for Miss Vandeleur on her road to market,
and by eight o’clock beheld her stepping down a lane. She was simply,
and even poorly, attired; but in the carriage of her head and body
there was something flexible and noble that would have lent distinction
to the meanest toilette. Even her basket, so aptly did she carry it,
became her like an ornament. It seemed to Francis, as he slipped into a
doorway, that the sunshine followed and the shadows fled before her as
she walked; and he was conscious, for the first time, of a bird singing
in a cage above the lane.
He suffered her to pass the doorway, and then, coming forth once more,
addressed her by name from behind. “Miss Vandeleur,” said he.
She turned and, when she saw who he was, became deadly pale.
“Pardon me,” he continued; “Heaven knows I had no will to startle you;
and, indeed, there should be nothing startling in the presence of one
who wishes you so well as I do. And, believe me, I am acting rather
from necessity than choice. We have many things in common, and I am
sadly in the dark. There is much that I should be doing, and my hands
are tied. I do not know even what to feel, nor who are my friends and
enemies.”
She found her voice with an effort.
“I do not know who you are,” she said.
“Ah, yes! Miss Vandeleur, you do,” returned Francis “better than I do
myself. Indeed, it is on that, above all, that I seek light. Tell me
what you know,” he pleaded. “Tell me who I am, who you are, and how our
destinies are intermixed. Give me a little help with my life, Miss
Vandeleur—only a word or two to guide me, only the name of my father,
if you will—and I shall be grateful and content.”
“I will not attempt to deceive you,” she replied. “I know who you are,
but I am not at liberty to say.”
“Tell me, at least, that you have forgiven my presumption, and I shall
wait with all the patience I have,” he said. “If I am not to know, I
must do without. It is cruel, but I can bear more upon a push. Only do
not add to my troubles the thought that I have made an enemy of you.”
“You did only what was natural,” she said, “and I have nothing to
forgive you. Farewell.”
“Is it to be _farewell_?” he asked.
“Nay, that I do not know myself,” she answered. “Farewell for the
present, if you like.”
And with these words she was gone.
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