From time to time he risked a momentary look in the direction which
principally interested him; and once at least he felt certain that his
eyes encountered those of the young girl. A shock passed over his body,
and he saw all the colours of the rainbow. What would he not have given
to overhear what passed between the Vandeleurs? What would he not have
given for the courage to take up his opera-glass and steadily inspect
their attitude and expression? There, for aught he knew, his whole life
was being decided—and he not able to interfere, not able even to follow
the debate, but condemned to sit and suffer where he was, in impotent
anxiety.
At last the act came to an end. The curtain fell, and the people around
him began to leave their places, for the interval. It was only natural
that he should follow their example; and if he did so, it was not only
natural but necessary that he should pass immediately in front of the
box in question. Summoning all his courage, but keeping his eyes
lowered, Francis drew near the spot. His progress was slow, for the old
gentleman before him moved with incredible deliberation, wheezing as he
went. What was he to do? Should he address the Vandeleurs by name as he
went by? Should he take the flower from his button-hole and throw it
into the box? Should he raise his face and direct one long and
affectionate look upon the lady who was either his sister or his
betrothed? As he found himself thus struggling among so many
alternatives, he had a vision of his old equable existence in the bank,
and was assailed by a thought of regret for the past.
By this time he had arrived directly opposite the box; and although he
was still undetermined what to do or whether to do anything, he turned
his head and lifted his eyes. No sooner had he done so than he uttered
a cry of disappointment and remained rooted to the spot. The box was
empty. During his slow advance Mr. Vandeleur and his daughter had
quietly slipped away.
A polite person in his rear reminded him that he was stopping the path;
and he moved on again with mechanical footsteps, and suffered the crowd
to carry him unresisting out of the theatre. Once in the street, the
pressure ceasing, he came to a halt, and the cool night air speedily
restored him to the possession of his faculties. He was surprised to
find that his head ached violently, and that he remembered not one word
of the two acts which he had witnessed. As the excitement wore away, it
was succeeded by an overweening appetite for sleep, and he hailed a cab
and drove to his lodging in a state of extreme exhaustion and some
disgust of life.
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