But forgot to put the leaf back in closing And lost the place never to read again. She was sure, though, there had been nothing in it. So she looked for herself, as everyone Looks for himself, more or less outwardly. And her self-seeking, fitful though it was, May still have been what led her on to read, And think a little, and get some city schooling. She learned shorthand, whatever shorthand may Have had to do with it—she sometimes wondered. So, till she found herself in a strange place For the name Maple to have brought her to, Taking dictation on a paper pad, And in the pauses when she raised her eyes Watching out of a nineteenth story window An airship laboring with unship-like motion And a vague all-disturbing roar above the river Beyond the highest city built with hands. Someone was saying in such natural tones She almost wrote the words down on her knee, “Do you know you remind me of a tree— A maple tree?” “Because my name is Maple?” “Isn’t it Mabel? I thought it was Mabel.” “No doubt you’ve heard the office call me Mabel. I have to let them call me what they like.” They were both stirred that he should have divined Without the name her personal mystery. It made it seem as if there must be something She must have missed herself. So they were married, And took the fancy home with them to live by. They went on pilgrimage once to her father’s (The house one story high in front, three stories On the side it presented to the road) To see if there was not some special tree She might have overlooked. They could find none, Not so much as a single tree for shade, Let alone grove of trees for sugar orchard. She told him of the bookmark maple leaf In the big Bible, and all she remembered Of the place marked with it—“Wave offering, Something about wave offering, it said.” “You’ve never asked your father outright, have you?” “I have, and been put off sometime, I think.” (This was her faded memory of the way Once long ago her father had put himself off.) “Because no telling but it may have been Something between your father and your mother Not meant for us at all.” “Not meant for me? Where would the fairness be in giving me A name to carry for life, and never know The secret of?” “And then it may have been Something a father couldn’t tell a daughter As well as could a mother. And again It may have been their one lapse into fancy ’Twould be too bad to make him sorry for By bringing it up to him when he was too old. Your father feels us round him with our questing, And holds us off unnecessarily, As if he didn’t know what little thing Might lead us on to a discovery. It was as personal as he could be About the way he saw it was with you To say your mother, had she lived, would be As far again as from being born to bearing.”