Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
“Oh, your books--!” She made a little gesture, half teasing, half
impatient, in the direction of the freshly cut volumes stacked up
beside his student lamp. It was an old joke between them that she had
never been able to believe anyone could really “care for reading.” Long
as she and her husband had lived together, this passion of his remained
for her as much of a mystery as on the day when she had first surprised
him, mute and absorbed, over what the people she had always lived with
would have called “a deep book.” It was her first encounter with a born
reader; or at least, the few she had known had been, like her
stepmother, the retired opera-singer, feverish devourers of circulating
library fiction: she had never before lived in a house with books in it.
Gradually she had learned to take a pride in Hazeldean’s reading, as if
it had been some rare accomplishment; she had perceived that it
reflected credit on him, and was even conscious of its adding to the
charm of his talk, a charm she had always felt without being able to
define it. But still, in her heart of hearts she regarded books as a
mere expedient, and felt sure that they were only an aid to patience,
like jackstraws or a game of patience, with the disadvantage of
requiring a greater mental effort.
“Shan’t you be too tired to read tonight?” she questioned wistfully.
“Too tired? Why, you goose, reading is the greatest rest in the
world!--I want you to go to Mrs. Struthers’s, dear; I want to see you
again in that black velvet dress,” he added with his coaxing smile.
The parlourmaid brought in the tray, and Mrs. Hazeldean busied herself
with the tea-caddy. Her husband had stretched himself out in the deep
armchair which was his habitual seat. He crossed his arms behind his
neck, leaning his head back wearily against them, so that, as she
glanced at him across the hearth, she saw the salient muscles in his
long neck, and the premature wrinkles about his ears and chin. The lower
part of his face was singularly ravaged; only the eyes, those quiet
ironic grey eyes, and the white forehead above them, reminded her of
what he had been seven years before. Only seven years!
She felt a rush of tears: no, there were times when fate was too cruel,
the future too horrible to contemplate, and the past--the past, oh, how
much worse! And there he sat, coughing, coughing--and thinking God knows
what, behind those quiet half-closed lids. At such times he grew so
mysteriously remote that she felt lonelier than when he was not in the
room.
“Charlie!”
He roused himself. “Yes?”
“Here’s your tea.”
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