Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married women -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
He raised a deprecating hand. “Oh, don’t--_again_! The woman I had meant
to....” Suddenly, to her surprise, she saw a glitter of moisture on his
lower lids. He applied his handkerchief to them, and the waft of scent
checked her momentary impulse of compunction. That Cologne water! It
called up picture after picture with a hideous precision. “Well, it was
worth it,” she murmured doggedly.
Henry Prest restored his handkerchief to his pocket. He waited, glanced
about the room, turned back to her.
“If your decision is final--”
“Oh, final!”
He bowed. “There is one thing more--which I should have mentioned if you
had ever given me the opportunity of seeing you after--after last New
Year’s day. Something I preferred not to commit to writing--”
“Yes?” she questioned indifferently.
“Your husband, you are positively convinced, had no idea ... that day
...?”
“None.”
“Well, others, it appears, had.” He paused. “Mrs. Wesson saw us.”
“So I supposed. I remember now that she went out of her way to cut me
that evening at Mrs. Struthers’s.”
“Exactly. And she was not the only person who saw us. If people had not
been disarmed by your husband’s falling ill that very day you would have
found yourself--ostracized.”
She made no comment, and he pursued, with a last effort: “In your grief,
your solitude, you haven’t yet realized what your future will be--how
difficult. It is what I wished to guard you against--it was my purpose
in asking you to marry me.” He drew himself up and smiled as if he were
looking at his own reflection in a mirror, and thought favourably of it.
“A man who has had the misfortune to compromise a woman is bound in
honour--Even if my own inclination were not what it is, I should
consider....”
She turned to him with a softened smile. Yes, he had really brought
himself to think that he was proposing to marry her to save her
reputation. At this glimpse of the old hackneyed axioms on which he
actually believed that his conduct was based, she felt anew her
remoteness from the life he would have drawn her back to.
“My poor Henry, don’t you see how far I’ve got beyond the Mrs. Wessons?
If all New York wants to ostracize me, let it! I’ve had my day ... no
woman has more than one. Why shouldn’t I have to pay for it? I’m ready.”
“Good heavens!” he murmured.
She was aware that he had put forth his last effort. The wound she had
inflicted had gone to the most vital spot; she had prevented his being
magnanimous, and the injury was unforgivable. He was glad, yes, actually
glad now, to have her know that New York meant to cut her; but, strive
as she might, she could not bring herself to care either for the fact,
or for his secret pleasure in it. Her own secret pleasures were beyond
New York’s reach and his.
“I’m sorry,” she reiterated gently. He bowed, without trying to take
her hand, and left the room.
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