"Well, you have both had time for consideration, and you have time
still, for the matter of that. No need to decide yet."
"I would rather work through college with a definite aim."
A movement of assent answered him. "You know, of course, that Malcolm
is ordained to the curacy of St. Peter's."
"Yes. Capital for you all having him within reach."
Nigel could hardly take his eyes off Ethel. He knew that it was time
for him to say good-bye; yet he lingered, craving a few words with her
first. Mr. Elvey soon turned to speak to his wife, and Nigel seized the
opportunity, moving to Ethel's side.
"I must not stay; they will be expecting me at home, and wondering why
I don't come," he said. "It's desperately hard to go so soon, but if I
don't—"
"Yes. Oh, don't wait," she said at once; "we shall see you again very
soon."
Nigel's face changed. He had not expected this. Was she so indifferent?
"I'm afraid I must," he repeated; yet he did not stir. Ethel's presence
was like a fascination, holding him to the spot against his will, or
rather enchaining his very will, so that for the time nothing else
seemed to have weight. "I can't tell you what it is to me to come back
again—here," he said softly. "It is like—"
"Like old days, isn't it?" she responded gaily. "You always were just
one of our boys, you know,—in and out when you liked. We shall expect
the same again."
"Will you? Don't you think I might come too often?"
Poor Nigel! He was in such desperate earnest; while Ethel, through her
very delight at the return of her old friend, was brimming over with
fun.
"I won't venture to say that! Anybody might come too often, perhaps.
I'm a desperately busy person, and never have a moment to spare. But of
course you'll pay us a polite call now and then?"
"Yes," Nigel answered seriously.
"And if I'm out, you can leave your card."
"Yes."
"A month or six weeks later somebody is sure to find time to return
your call."
"Yes," was all Nigel could say. He knew that it was utterly absurd to
take this bantering for anything beyond banter; but how could he help
it?
Then a moment's pause, and Ethel looked at the clock.
"Nigel, I don't want to seem unkind," she said; "but, do you know, I
really almost think you ought not to stay any longer—if you haven't
seen your home-people yet."
This finished Nigel off! Ethel wished him to go! Ethel thought him
wrong to have come! His face did not fall into a vexed or doleful set,
but it grew exceedingly grave, and all sparkle was gone. He did not
question her judgment. Of course she was right, entirely right; and all
along he had known himself to be acting with no great wisdom. Still he
did feel acutely that if the meeting with him had been to Ethel what
the meeting with Ethel was to him, she could not so cheerfully have
proposed to shorten the interview.
Could she not? That was the question!
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