"I hope you will too—at home," Nigel said with a great effort. He did
not hope anything of the kind, really. This "Australian cousin Tom,"
who was "such a nice fellow," weighed upon him like an incubus.
"I am sure to do that. One always can enjoy one's self, one way or
another," said Ethel merrily. "And as I shall not have the refreshment
of the river, I shall have the refreshment of Tom's talk. He's full of
ideas, and he has some fun in him too. I wish you and he could meet,
but he only stays one night. By-and-by I hope he will pay us a long
visit. Must you go? Well, please don't say a word to Malcolm to spoil
his day. He doesn't know about Tom arriving before lunch, Mother only
told me just now that she had heard it. We didn't expect Tom till late;
but you see that makes a difference. I couldn't possibly be away—could
I?"
"No; I see."
"You'll come in again some day soon, I dare say, for a proper
reasonable call. You know how glad we all are to see you always."
Nigel did not care about "we all." He wanted Ethel individually to be
glad. But he only said "good-bye" seriously, and went.
Ethel watched him through the window, till he was out of sight. Then
she turned to the table and took up her work, but had to put it down
again, for three or four large tears would have their way at last, and
everything was deluged in a watery mist.
"How silly! Oh I wish I could go! But I know I am right. It would have
been such a delight—the river and Nigel and all! There, I mustn't
let myself think. Mother mustn't guess how I mind. I'm glad Nigel
didn't see. It would have spoilt his day, if he had thought me much
disappointed, and now they will all be as merry as kittens. Oh how I
wish I didn't so desperately love my own way. There's nothing in the
world I should like so much—such a lovely day, and all of them there,
and—and only poor good-natured old Tom at home, instead! Yes, of course
he has some fun in him, but such slow fun!
"Did Nigel mind very much? I hope not—I don't want his pleasure to be
spoilt—and yet I shouldn't like him not to care at all. But I suppose
he did, a little. When he looks so preternaturally grave it always
means that he is vexed or worried. Oh if I could have been with them
to-day! There now—I'm going in for discontent again. I think I'll run
out and feed the chickens the first thing. It's easier to manage one's
self out in the open air. And then I have any amount to get through
before Tom comes, with his endless talk about Australia. The sock shall
wait," concluded Ethel cheerily.
If her eyes were still moist, she left the room singing.
CHAPTER VIII
FIRE AND WATER
"Willows whiten, aspens quiver,
Little breezes dusk and shiver
Thro' the wave that runs for ever
By the island and the river."—TENNYSON.
"Wherein I spake of most disastrous chances,
Of moving accidents by flood and field,
Of hair-breadth 'scapes."—SHAKESPEARE.
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