And here was Tom—a nice fellow, full of fun and full of talk. Ethel
had plainly seen a good deal of him; and who could tell what manner of
impression he had made upon her? How bright she had looked at the very
thought of seeing Tom a few hours earlier than had been expected! And
how little she had cared about losing the boat excursion with himself!
Nigel had seldom felt less full of fun and talk than this afternoon.
He had great difficulty in keeping up to the mark at all. Ethel was
never out of his mind. He managed pretty well at lunch, and for a while
after; but presently he left other folks alone, standing to gaze at
the wooded heights, in apparent admiration of their beauty, while he
was really looking in imagination at the Rectory drawing-room, hearing
Tom's amusing conversation, and Ethel's bright response. If somebody
had asked him suddenly whether his eyes were fixed upon turf or trees,
he could not have told.
Fulvia alone saw all this, noted every turn of expression, and
was aware of his struggle against what Ethel would have called
"preternatural gravity." Fulvia was not fully herself to-day. She had
not yet recovered from that tearful night-watch, and the "rainy season"
lasted still, fitfully; though no traces of tears were visible beyond
a general softening of the face. Hope aided in the softening. She saw
Nigel's gravity, but she did not ascribe it to Ethel. He had taken
Ethel's absence so quietly, hardly uttering a word of regret. No; it
was not Ethel. He was only anxious about his father, good affectionate
son that he always had been; and he could not shake off the weight.
Nigel was undoubtedly a good son, an affectionate son; and he did feel
disturbed about his father's possible condition. Mr. Carden-Cox's
warning had been strong enough to cause uneasiness. But the load upon
him to-day arose from another cause; the real pain was for Ethel. If
Ethel could have come, he would have been the most joyous of the party;
if Ethel had spoken out her disappointment, he could still have been
cheerful. Now every joke was an effort.
Fulvia did not read the truth; perhaps because she would not. Nigel's
composure about Ethel's absence had stirred her to the core. She could
no more shake off for a moment the consciousness of his presence than
he could shake off the consciousness of Ethel's absence; yet she
showed it no more than he did. If Nigel drew a step nearer, her heart
beat thickly, as it had taken to doing these last few days; but none
could have guessed the fact. Though really by no means well, she was
looking her best. Excitement and feverish warmth lent a flush to her
cheeks; and the slight heaviness of her eyelids gave to the eyes a rare
softness. Now and then she caught Nigel's glance; and after lunch Daisy
whispered in passing, "Do you know, Nigel says you have grown pretty
this year?"
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