Daisy gave his arm a great squeeze of assent, delighted to find her
efforts appreciated. She did not know what the squeeze meant to him,
and he forbore even to wince.
Somewhat later, Fulvia sat dreamily in an arm-chair, close to the
parlour fender. She could not get warm, despite a roaring fire and a
thick shawl. Icy chills chased one another persistently through her
frame, even to the extent of chattering teeth; and she was overpowered
by weakness. She could not for a moment shake off the remembrance of
that terrible tongue of flame wrapping itself round her, followed
by the plunge into cold water, the struggle for breath, the deadly
fright; then Nigel's face, as it had first come to her in the moment
of hopeless horror, and Nigel's voice as it had spoken a minute later,
"Fulvie dear! Fulvie dear!" Memory refused to carry her beyond those
two words.
Fulvia made an effort to lift her weighted eyelids that she might
glance towards Nigel. How sunshiny he looked, seated between Daisy
and Malcolm, merrily avowing himself "lazy," and letting Daisy cut
supplies of bread-and-butter for everybody, himself included! Was he so
bright because he had saved her life? Anybody might rejoice to save any
follow-creature from a terrible death; but was she no more than "any
fellow-creature" to him? And Ethel was not present. He had not seen
Ethel for hours. That look could not mean "Ethel"!
What had made him speak so in the water? "Fulvie dear" was not his
usual style. As a little boy he had been addicted to the mode of
address; but for years she had not heard the expression. Could it
be that the sudden peril to her had drawn his deeper feeling to the
surface?
Fulvia hardly shaped these questions into words. She felt them, rather
than said them even to herself, as she sat by the fire, apart from the
rest, silent and unable to enter into all that went on. The shock of
that moment's horror was on her still; and her faculties were benumbed.
She drank some hot tea, but could not eat; and she was unaware how
anxiously others watched.
Drowsiness presently had her in its grasp; not growing into actual
sleep, at least for a while, but slowly enchaining her as with weights
of lead. The sound of voices lessened till she could only hear an
occasional whisper. There was a barricade like a stone wall between her
and the outer world. Thought went on dimly within, uncontrollable by
any effort of her own; and more dimly still she was aware of movements
and utterances on the other side of the wall. Now and again a few words
were clear.
"I told you so! It is exhaustion. She must have her sleep out, poor
girl!"
Fulvia knew Mrs. Duncan's tones, and could have smiled to think that
she was not asleep, had not the exertion of a smile been too great. She
was capable only of passive endurance.
"Ethel—Nigel—my resolution." A voice within the enclosing walls said
this.
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