Nil Darpan; or, The Indigo Planting Mirror, A Drama.: Translated from the Bengali by a Native.Mitra, Dinabandhu
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Nil Darpan; or, The Indigo Planting Mirror, A Drama.: Translated from the Bengali by a Native.
Mitra, Dinabandhu
Indigo industry -- India -- Bengal -- Drama
MY DEAR SARALA,—_In my letter I cannot express what anxiety my
mind feels, to see your sweet face. O what inexpressible pleasure
do I feel when I place your beautiful (moonlike) face on my
breast! I thought that that moment of happiness is come; but pain
immediately overtook pleasure. The College is closed, but a great
misfortune has come upon me; through the grace of God, if I be not
able to extricate myself from it, I shall never be able any more
to show my face to thee. The Indigo Planters have secretly brought
an accusation against my father in the Court; their main design
being, in some way or other, to throw him into Jail. I have sent
letters, one after another, to my brother, giving him this
information; and I myself am remaining here with the greatest care
possible. Never disturb yourself with vain thoughts? The merciful
Father must certainly make us successful. My dear, I have not
forgotten the Bengali translation of “Shakespeare;” it cannot be
got now in the shops; but one of my friends, Bonkima by name, has
given me one copy. When I come home, I shall bring it with me. My
dear, what a great source of pleasure is the acquisition of
learning! I am conversing with you, although at such a great
distance, Ah! what great happiness would my mind have enjoyed if
my mother did not forbid you to send letters to me._
“_I am, yours_,
“BINDU MADHAR.”
As to myself—I have a full confidence as to that. If there be any
fault in your character, then who should be an example of good
conduct? Because I am fickle; cannot sit, for some time quietly in
one place, my mother-in-law calls me the daughter of a mad woman.
But, where is my fickleness now. In the place, where I have opened
the letter of my dear Lord, I have spent nearly a fourth part of
the day. The fickleness of the exterior part has now gone into the
heart. As, on the boiling of the rice, the froth rising up makes
the surface quiet, but the rice within is agitated; so am I now. I
have not that smiling face now. A sweet smile is the wife of
happiness; and so soon as happiness dies, the sweet smile goes
along with it. My Lord, when thou shalt prove successful, every
thing shall be preserved; if I am to see your face disquieted, all
sides will be dark unto me. O my restless mind, wilt thou be not
quieted? If you remain unquiet, that can be suffered. As to your
weeping, none can see it, nor can hear it; but my eyes! you shall
throw me into shame, (_rubbing her eyes_); if ye are not pacified,
I shall not be able to go out of doors.
_Enter_ ADURI
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