Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a storyFarningham, Marianne
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Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a story
Farningham, Marianne
Christian life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Reformers -- Fiction
“Mother,” John’s voice trembled, “you are my mother, and I love you, and
I will not be angry with you, but please never speak in that way again
of Miss Miller.” He paused a minute to steady his voice, and for debate
with himself as to whether or not he should confide in his mother, and
decided to do so. “There ought to be no secrets between us two, little
mother, for whom have we but each other? And so I will at once tell you
the truth. I have chosen Miss Miller to be my wife, and have asked her
to accept my love. I have plenty to think of besides marrying for some
years to come, but if I ever do marry, Margaret Miller will be my
bride.”
Mrs. Hunter’s eyes blazed with fury; but her son would not let her
speak. He had seen his mother in a passion before, and for her own sake
as much as his he resolved that he would not listen to her torrents of
angry words.
“Wait a moment, mother. All that I can be to you as a son I will be; but
I am a man now, and I must be allowed to choose my own friends and,
above all, my own wife.”
He left her after these words, and perhaps his heart was as heavy as his
mother’s. He was sorry to vex her; but he was himself vexed, too. It was
too bad to bring his cousin Tom into this discussion, and to suggest
that most absurd idea! There could not be a particle of truth in the
suggestion that Tom cared for him, except as a cousin; of that he was
absolutely certain. It was a pain, that was not without shame, that her
father held a mortgage on his land, but he would never redeem it in that
fashion. He knew that his uncle had obliged his mother to arrange with
him instead of a stranger, and he knew, too, that she had almost
exceeded the terms of his father’s will in what she did. It was well
that he was in the hands of an honourable relative; but the thing was a
trouble to him, for the thought of a debt was hard to bear. His case was
an exceedingly common one. How to be just as well as generous is a
problem given to many to solve.
But what troubled John Dallington more than anything was a doubt that
had crept into his mind about Margaret. He did not know what it meant,
but he felt that she was not happy with him. She appeared anxious and
afraid, and even his love could not melt away a certain coldness which
seemed to be creeping over her. Poor Margaret was fighting a battle with
herself in regard to her duty. She was uncertain as to what she ought to
do. Mrs. Hunter had been more successful with Margaret than with John
when she set herself to insinuate into the mind of each the suspicion of
Tom Whitwell’s love for her cousin. The two friends spent much time
together in London, as well as in their homes; and Margaret’s fear that
the suspicion was correct grew rather than decreased.
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