Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a storyFarningham, Marianne
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Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a story
Farningham, Marianne
Christian life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Reformers -- Fiction
We have seen how busy the two girls were; but they had each plenty of
time for thought, and Margaret, after observing her friend closely, felt
convinced that she had some secret sorrow. And having made up her mind
to that, she had no difficulty in deciding what the sorrow was, nor how
it could be cured.
But Margaret had quite as much sense as sentiment. She was not a good
heroine for a novel, because she was so very much an all-round person.
She thought of John first, and then she thought of Tom, and, lastly, of
herself; and she meant to consider well before she placed her friend
irrevocably between herself and her lover. But the uncertainty was
trying; and when Mr. Dallington asked that he might declare their
engagement, Margaret said they were not really engaged, and that it was
her wish that they should not be.
“I cannot understand you, Margaret,” he replied. “I do not believe that
you are fickle, or that you did not know your own mind; and it seems to
me that since we love each other, the most honourable thing is for us to
be openly engaged. But I cannot urge you further; it would be unmanly to
do so; and if I could I would not wring from you a reluctant consent.
But I will not at present believe that you finally reject me. Do not be
alarmed; I am not going to persecute you with unwelcome attentions; but
I shall ask you again, for I cannot give up the hope of years even at
your bidding; and some day, perhaps, you will explain to me the reasons
for this change. Pardon me, I am sure there is something which you are
keeping from me to-day, and that you would not quite treat me as you are
doing if the reasons which you have stated were the only ones.”
John Dallington had reached the Old House in excellent spirits, but
Margaret had astounded and pained him beyond measure. He little guessed
how difficult had been the task to Margaret; but how could she tell him
either that his mother had written an anonymous letter to her, or that
she felt warranted in believing that his cousin’s happiness would be
jeopardised if she agreed to his wishes? Since her talk with Harris she
did not dare to lay quite the same stress upon the old doubt as to her
parentage, but she hinted at it again and Dallington would not allow her
to proceed. “You are yourself and that is enough for me,” he said; but
Margaret was very resolute, and he was leaving her, if not in anger, in
keen and sorrowful displeasure.
And then, woman-like, her heart failed her.
“Let us be friends,” she said. “And do believe that I care more for your
happiness than my own.”
He was very gentle; but he held her hands, and compelled her to lift her
eyes to his face.
“I do believe,” he said, “that you are not doing this for your
happiness. For some inexplicable cause you think it your duty; but you
are mistaken. Friends? Yes, certainly, let us be friends, and very near
and dear ones.”
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