Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a storyFarningham, Marianne
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Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a story
Farningham, Marianne
Christian life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Reformers -- Fiction
Miss Wentworth had recognised this on her first meeting with him. She
felt sure that if he lived the world would hear of Arthur Knight, and
she was full of desire that the life so vigorous and forceful might be
altogether on the side of righteousness and truth. So wistful was she
that she could not let him go without one or two earnest words. She
believed that “the Christian is the highest type of man,” and her faith
in the power of the living Christ to draw and train disciples was great.
She had doubts of the presumption which talks to people about “their
souls,” yet she did summon courage to say to those young men, who glibly
informed her that they did not believe in the Founder of the Christian
religion, “No, for you do not need Him now; but when you do, you will
find that He is both able and willing to help you.”
These words neither of the three had forgotten; and Knight referred to
them in one of their conversations.
“I proved the truth of what you said, Miss Wentworth, in a very
extraordinary manner. I had not the slightest sympathy with religion in
any form. My mother died when I was about three, I can scarcely remember
her; but my father, who was a Dissenter, took me to chapel with him
always; though I never really entered into the service. I did not join
in the prayer, for I did not want the things for which the minister
asked, and the sermons never concerned me. They were for the most part
disquisitions on texts, for which I did not care, and they seemed to me
to have nothing whatever to do with the ordinary lives of the people. I
cannot remember ever hearing anything to make a false or selfish man
uncomfortable, and I could not see that those who were church members
were at all better than those who were not. And I really believed that
the whole thing was a farce.”
“I never went as far as that,” said Dallington. “But I did not have as
much of it as my friend. We were Church people; and we had no
prayer-meetings in the vestry, nor psalm-singing at home.”
“I had enough of it, and it was really irksome; and when I began to read
books that were opposed to Christianity I agreed with every word that
was said, and decided that as for religion there was absolutely nothing
in it.”
“Yes?”
“But I know now that there is. You were asking me about my old tutor. He
is dead; and it was at his death that I put your words to the test. It
was very painful. We were alone, with none but Arabs near us. He was
awfully ill; and when the thought came to him that he would probably
die, he was altogether unnerved. The fact is that he was really afraid
of what might be after death. He said to me, ‘Arthur, if there is a
hereafter I am not prepared for it.’ Then I told him what you had said.”
At this point of the conversation John Dallington arose and walked to
the side of the vessel.
“Mr. Knight, if you would rather not talk about it, do not tell me,”
said Miss Wentworth, in a low voice.
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