Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a story — John Shaqi
Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a storyFarningham, Marianne
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Nineteen hundred? A forecast and a story
Farningham, Marianne
Christian life -- Fiction; England -- Social conditions -- Fiction; Reformers -- Fiction
The stateliness of death was upon the still face of his father when the
son gazed upon it for the last time. A wonderful peace and beauty, which
had never been seen before, was there; and as Arthur looked through his
tears he saw that all the wrinkles which care had made were smoothed
away, and something of the youthfulness which he remembered had
returned. Did it mean anything or nothing, he wondered, this calm which
is always so comforting to those who look upon their dead? Love made him
tender; but neither it nor sorrow could make him unmindful of facts. His
father had not really been an irreligious man. He had known his Lord’s
will; but in many things he had not done it. He had gone home to God
with the cry of mercy on his lips and in his heart; and his son believed
in nothing so entirely as in the compassion of the Father, as Christ
represented Him. Arthur was not afraid; but he wondered where the dead
man was now, and how it fared with him. His father had appeared to be
entirely engrossed with the world of money-making and business; and what
sort of preparation was that for the hereafter which was before him? Had
the habit of worldliness so hardened his heart that it had kept the
weary wanderer from going back to the Father? Arthur was thankful that
he had heard the dying lips pray, “God be merciful to me, a sinner.”
What issues might have hung upon the prayer for the man who was passing
away he could not tell, but there was infinite comfort in it for the one
who remained. Yet he mourned for what might have been. He knew enough of
his own heart, with its weaknesses and sins, to understand how a man’s
prayer has at the last to take the deprecating tones of humility and
confession. In the silent hours of his life he had dared to pray with
Moses, “Show me Thy glory,” and he to whom that is an answered prayer
must needs abhor himself in dust and ashes. He understood how natural it
was that a good and great man should have asked that the only epitaph
upon his tomb should be—
A guilty, weak, and helpless worm,
On Thy kind arms I fall;
Be Thou my strength and righteousness,
My Saviour, and my all.
Arthur Knight had uttered these words for himself many a time. But still
he knew, and never failed to realise, that there is another side to it
all. He delighted to dwell on the heroic side of Christ’s men. He
believed that what St. Paul said every disciple of Jesus might say, “I
can do all things through Christ, who strengtheneth me,” and that the
inspiring song of victory which the Apostle raised might be echoed by
every one whom faith made strong: that the Christian indeed should live
so grand a life that he also might declare at the last, “I have fought a
good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.”
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