Callous--I think not; merely a total incapability to realise a thing so
stupendous. It has been the same all through the war: the tragedies
have been too big for human minds to grasp. It is the little things
that tell; the isolated thumb-nail impressions that live in one's mind,
and will go with us to the grave. The one huddled form lying
motionless in the shell-hole, with its staring, sightless eyes; the one
small, but supreme sacrifice: that is the thing which hits--hits harder
than the _Lusitania_, or any other of the gigantic panels of the war.
The pin-pricks we feel; the sledge hammer merely stuns. And the danger
is that those who have felt the pin-pricks may confuse them with the
sledge hammer; may lose the right road in the bypaths of personal
emotion. War means so infinitely much to the individual; the
individual means so infinitely little to war. Only it is sometimes
hard to remember that simple fact. . . .
VIII
It was from the top of the Rock that they watched their evil-smelling
boat depart, to plug on northward up the home trail, unperturbed by
naval battles or rumours thereof. And it was from the top of the Rock
they first saw the smoke of the P. and O., outward bound, on which they
were destined to complete the journey. Below lay the bay, dotted with
German and Austrian ships caught on the high seas at the outbreak of
war; a destroyer was going half-speed towards the Atlantic; a cruiser
lay in dock, her funnels smoking placidly. Out towards Algeciras an
American battleship, with her peculiar steel trellis turrets, was
weighing anchor; and in the distance, across the Straits, Africa,
rugged and inhospitable, shimmered in the heat haze of an August day.
"So long." The gunner subaltern waved a weary hand from his point of
vantage, where he was inspecting life with a telescope. "There's your
barge, but she won't leave till to-morrow. If this goes on for much
longer, my nerves will give way under the strain. The excitement is
too great."
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