Fantasy fiction; Science fiction; Subconsciousness -- Fiction
"He looks so peaceful," she said. "He looks so content. Does a dying
man ever dream, doctor?"
* * * * *
Even Marc himself could not have fitted a positive answer to Julie's
question. Did he dream? Or had he merely retreated from the world to a
realm of absolute reality? He didn't know himself.
He remembered passing through caverns of roaring darkness, only
to be caught up by a tongue of searing flame and hurled into some
obscure dimness where it seemed that all the thought, melody, all the
remembered sensation of a lifetime writhed about him like vague forms,
one interposed upon the other, in unpatterned confusion.
But now these entangled vagaries faded away and suddenly he found
himself sitting on a green slope at the outer perimeter of a grove of
graceful trees. A blue mist drifted lightly up the far rise to soften
the horizon. Marc was no stranger to this place for he had visited it
often. He felt no dismay at finding himself again in the valley of his
own mind. Indeed, through the last few years, it had become as familiar
to him as his own home or office. So had the redheaded minx who found
her existence there.
Marc stirred and looked around. The landscape was uninhabited. No
lovely, lightly clad figure appeared on the horizon, no lithe form
emerged from the groves and ran toward him.
Marc frowned anew over the improbable fact of Toffee. Certainly
she existed in his mind, a constant and consistent product of his
imagination. That was perfectly easy to understand. The parts of it,
though, that he never quite got used to were her periods of existence
outside his mind, in the world of actuality.
What Marc had never been able to really comprehend was that his mind
could project into the physical world a physical being--to such an
extent that her existence was not only apparent to himself but also to
everyone else who came within the radius of the mental vibration which
produced the girl.
The question in Marc's mind, then, was whether Toffee really existed,
was truly real, or whether she was merely an hallucination, a sort of
contagious hysteria.
Toffee's personality always got in the way of the answer. The girl was
infinitely distracting, from the pert aliveness of her quick green
eyes to the full redness of her lips. Beyond that there was the almost
shameful perfection of her supple young body. These things blocked
analytical thought. Then, too, there was her unerring instinct for
roaring, bounding madness, and her absolute contempt for the logical,
the moral or the conservative. Toffee, in brief, was at once brash,
embarrassing, impetuous, warm, high-handed, endearing, maddening and
completely unforgettable. So to all practical purposes, then, she was
real; the matter of Toffee's source was pallidly unimportant next to
the vivid fact of Toffee herself.
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