Into this routine Posey soon settled; she had her little white bed in
one of the rows of the long dormitory, her desk in the schoolroom,
her place in the work-room, where at certain hours in the day the
girls worked at making paper boxes; and her group of friends in the
playground. After the lonely isolation of most of her previous life it
was a great change, this becoming one in such a multitude. But hardest
of all for her was it to become used to the pressure of discipline,
not severe but constant, the feeling that she was never free from the
watchful, overlooking eye.
In almost every respect she was much better off here than when in the
hands of Madam Sharpe, but though never alone, as in the old days, she
was often as lonely as when she sat secluded in the kitchen-bedroom of
the clairvoyant, lonely for the love, the tenderness, that her child
heart had longed for so long and so vainly.
After all that Posey had had to do when with the “Madam” it was not
hard for her to learn to make paper boxes quickly and well. In the
schoolroom, too, she was soon able to take a place near the head of
her class, something that gave her not a little pride. Rewards were
not offered to the scholars, but one day a reward came to her that
she never forgot, and that had not a little influence in shaping her
future. It was at the close of a session when she had acquitted herself
with even more than her usual credit, and Miss Grey, the teacher, in
passing her desk as she was putting her books in order, stopped with a
pleasant smile and said, “Posey, I am very glad to see you so ambitious
in your studies; if you will study and try I think you can one day make
a teacher.”
It was to Posey a new idea, and the stirring of her first real
ambition. Was it possible that she could become a teacher like Miss
Grey, and have pupils who should in like manner admire her, and,
best of all, make a place and earn a living for herself? Her heart
thrilled, first with the idea, and again with the determination that
it should be possible. And Miss Grey, busy with her many pupils and
manifold duties, went her way unconscious of the ray of promise she
had given, a ray that should shine as a day-star of hope through many
a long day. For that matter, she had no idea of the feeling she had
inspired in Posey’s heart, how she watched, admired, and imitated
her, absorbed her ideas, was influenced by her opinions, and when she
finally left, for a home of her own, missed her.
With all the teachers and matrons Posey was in the main a favorite. But
for the study of individual character there was scant time; when she
was good, little attention was paid to her, when she was naughty she
received the punishment she had incurred. For while Posey possessed a
certain intrepid strength of purpose that carried her over many a hard
place, as well as in her work and lessons, these were coupled with an
impulsiveness of action and warmth of temper that often brought her
into temporary disgrace.
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