So Posey’s life with Mrs. Hagood began, and had the latter been an
agreeable person to live with it might have been a pleasant life; she
was comfortably clothed, she had an abundance of wholesome food, and
the work expected of her was in no way beyond her strength. But Mrs.
Hagood always so managed that when one task was ended another was ready
to take its place. With her it was one continuous grind from morning
till night; that the child required a share of pleasure and recreation
was an idea she would have scouted. _She_ worked all the time, she
would have said, why was it any worse for Posey? Besides, this was a
poor child who would always have to earn her living and the sooner she
realized it the better.
So the stocking was set up, and Posey inducted into the mysteries of
knitting. For other spare moments there were towels to hem and sheets
to turn, and when everything else failed to fill all the available time
there was always on hand a huge basket of carpet rags to be cut, sewed,
and wound.
With it all she was one of those women who never dream of bestowing
praise: if the work were ever so well done, and Posey was at times
fired with the ambition to see how well she could do, never a word
of commendation followed; if on the contrary, there was any failure,
and Mrs. Hagood’s eyes were always alert for faults, there was always
the word of sharp reproof. Then Posey would solace herself with the
reflection that she couldn’t suit her if she tried, and she wasn’t
going to try any more, and she hoped she wouldn’t be suited, “so there!”
Often and often as Posey sat in the open doorway in the long summer
afternoons, the distant woods beyond the village beckoning with their
green shade and the basket of endless carpet rags at her side, did she
wish herself back within the pent-up walls of the Refuge; for there
when her appointed task was done she could enjoy some free time, while
here was no escape from the atmosphere of repression, fault-finding,
and petty irritation, to say nothing of the absence of all love and
sympathy, or even interest.
Mrs. Hagood would have said that all she was doing was for Posey’s
interest, but it is exceedingly doubtful if Almira Hagood ever viewed
anything or any one in a light separate from her own interest. With
a sublime self-confidence in her own ideas and opinions, she would
unhesitatingly have crushed a stronger opposition to her will; how much
the more anything so insignificant as the wishes and feelings of a
little charity girl! One, too, whom she had taken solely that she might
have her work, and whose highest good therefore was to be useful, as
her highest aim and desire ought to be to do the work she assigned her
quickly and well; while, unfortunately for both, Posey’s mind was often
filled with a host of other and widely differing wishes and desires.
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