Violette was hot and smelt of food. Florence stumbled up the kitchen
stairs with supper. From a long way off Mrs. Frampton sobbed, 'The Lord
gave, and the Lord hath taken away.... It's the Almighty's will.... The
poor dear boy has died doing his duty and serving his country ... a
noble end, dearie ... not a wasted life....'
'Not a wasted....' Alix said it after her mechanically, as if it was a
foreign language.
'He died a noble death,' said Mrs. Frampton, 'serving his country in her
need.'
Alix was staring at her with blue eyes suddenly dark and distended. The
horror rose and loomed over her, like a great wave towering, just going
to break.
'But--but--but--' she stammered, and put out her hands, keeping it
off--'But he hadn't lived yet....'
Then the wave broke, like a storm crashing on a ship at sea.
'It's a lie,' she screamed. 'Give me the telegram.... It's made up; it's
a damnable lie. The War Office always tells them: every one knows it
does....'
They gave it her, pitifully. She read it three times, and it always said
the same thing. She looked up for some way of escape from it, but found
none, only Violette, hot and smelling of supper, and Mrs. Frampton
crying, and Kate with working face, and Evie sympathetic and moved in
the background, and Florence compassionate with the supper tray, and a
stuffed squirrel in a glass case on the hall table.
Alix shivered and shook as she stood, with passion and sickness and
loss.
'But--but--' she began to stammer again, helplessly, like a bewildered
child--'But he hadn't lived yet....'
Kate said gently, 'He has begun to live now, dear, for ever and ever.'
'World without end, amen,' added Mrs. Frampton, mopping her eyes.
Alix looked past them, at the stuffed squirrel.
'It's just some silly lie of course,' she said, indifferent and quiet,
but still shaking. 'It will be taken back to-morrow.... I shall go to
bed now.'
When Kate brought her up some supper on a tray, she found her lying on
the floor, having abandoned the lie theory, having abandoned all
theories and all words, except only, again and again, 'Paul ... Paul ...
Paul....'
CHAPTER VIII
BASIL AT VIOLETTE
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June went by, and the war went on, and the Russians were driven back in
Galicia, and the Germans took Lemberg, and trenches were lost and won in
France, and there was fighting round Ypres, and Basil Doye had the
middle finger of his right hand cut off, and there was some glorious
weather, and Zeppelin raids in the eastern counties, and it was warm and
stuffy in London, and Mrs. Sandomir wrote to Alix from the United States
that more than ever now, since their darling Paul was added to the toll
of wasted lives, war must not occur again.
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